Vanessa

Hey guys! I am now officially re-making or doing heavy duty editing on my first ever book, "The Love Between The Clown and The Owl". It will get better hopefully and longer with a bit more detailed. Sorry I had it all planned out and it just became a mess when I started writing it.

Hey guys so I wanted to say this I already it got spoiled so I'm going to say this here. I am getting a laptop for Christmas, and I am so happy! Sadly I can't download Wattpad on it since the memory sucks according to the employee. Buuuut I can use like word and things like that soooooo I figured out a way to use word and sent it to me. When that happens I will update more since I find it easier than using a phone and it will help with auto correct and things like that. So yay! 

Thanks for the follow

Is their anyone online right now that I could talk too right now?....

You know what gets annoying when my older brother complains all the time that he's tired because he works a lot and then he comes home and he sees me just chilling or like sleeping and he gets mad I'm like dude I'm tired too your not the only one that does stuff and is out in the sun or in a freaking freezing room dozing off because you don't get sleep like today I was walking to PE And like I don't know why but I felt like just falling on the floor and taking a nap their and thinking how I'm I going to walk all the way to the center thing (which is more than a freaking Mile in the hot sun and I still have fours of PE) if Im getting tired from just walking to the cafeteria to the meeting room and recently he's been getting a lot of days off so I'm like dude I'm freaking tired I don't want to go to school I shouldn't have gone to school on Monday I was feeling awful and I got really dizzy again and my face started numbing yet I went and even when I wanted to trow up I don't say anything or complain I just died on the inside so like leave me be and let me relax 
          Those this ever happened to you like you can have a day off or anything because right away someone starts telling you crap or labeling you lazy like .... What you mean 

I'm in a lot of pain....

I dont give a shit who but just someone please just help me.......
          I'm fucking done with shit I'm tired of everything I'm just done......
          I just need someone to talk too....
          I keep trying to be strong but I can't I keep everything inside because I don't want anyone to see that I'm completely broken on the inside....
          But I can't!  I JUST FUCKING CAN'T ANYMORE!!
          IT FUCKING HURTS!
          i know that if I keep doing this to myself one of these days their won't be a me.... 
          Just please if someone reads this just please help me...
          I'm getting tired, I'm even tired of pretending, even putting on my fake smile and act it's too hard and I'm pretty sure people are starting to notice they just don't give a shit to care...

Happy pride month!!! ️‍
          I hope y'all have a great month and many more to come!
          Don't be embarrassed to show who you are because that is you! And only you can decide what's best for you.
          

Thank you for the follow.

Hey guys
          Can you help me with ideas on all my stories or even give me an idea for a new storie please also I was thinking of a new vanoss x Delirious storie or maybe even some x reader ones, but please help me also maybe another ship or fic that you guys like