Iam...

SIlent, 
But not serene.

Loud,
But not talkative.

Calm,
But angry.

Smiling,
But unhappy.

Sad,
But optimistic.

Pessimistic,
But a realist.

Nice, 
But not kind.

Messy, 
But not dirty.

Clean,
But unruly.

Secretive,
But not mysterious.

Bright,
But hates the light.

Dark, 
But scared.

Brave,
But afraid.

In general,
I am ironic in many ways. 

Shananon.