When you're a kid, you have that kind of innocence that makes you be the excitable person you are. But, when you finally "grow up", that innocence is ripped from you and the veil that hid the real world full of politics, murders and math (Ugh...) is torn to smithereens. I feel like I've just gotten into that stage and thats what making me depressed... Sorry, just needed a quick rant.