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I'm just getting off of work, have a great day, Shark.

Have a great day, darling! Hopefully everything remains okay for you and your family, and whatnot. I really hope you can stay beautiful and cute!

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i don't know what's going??
          my anxiety's so bad.. hhg.
          i have an appointment, and a lot of anxiety is actually going towards socializing with someone I don't know.. the doctor.. ghh..

all i can say is.
          i'd rather drown than be in this life,
          i'd rather end it than continue it.
          i can't change my story. 
          i cannot change my cover.
          i'd rather continue to cut than smile,
          i'd rather lie than share my thoughts. 
          i'd rather die than stay not worthwhile.

because valentines is around, and this is early, but I was going to do a LOVE special! please comment whether you'd like yuri, yaoi, or a straight love story! it'll be extra cute, promise! ^-^

"The Judge" Lyrics
          By Twenty One Pilots:
          Na na na na oh oh
          Na na na na oh oh
          Na na na na oh oh
          
          When the leader of the bad guys sang
          Something soft and soaked in pain
          I heard the echo from his secret hideaway
          He must've forgot to close his door
          As he cranked out those dismal chords
          And his four walls declared him insane
          
          I found my way
          Right time wrong place
          As I plead my case
          
          You're the judge, oh no
          Set me free
          You're the judge, oh no
          Set me free
          I know my soul's freezing
          Hell's hot for good reason
          So please, take me
          
          Na na na na oh
          Na na na na oh
          Na na na na oh
          
          Three lights are lit
          But the fourth one's out
          I can tell cause it's a bit darker
          Than the last night's bout
          I forgot about the drought
          Of light bulbs in this house
          So I head out
          Down a route I think is heading south
          But I'm not good with directions
          And I hide behind my mouth
          I'm a pro at imperfections
          And I'm best friends with my doubt
          And now that my mind's out
          And now I hear it clear and loud
          I'm thinking, 'Wow
          I probably should've stayed inside my house'
          
          I found my way
          Right time wrong place
          As I plead my case
          
          You're the judge, oh no
          Set me free
          You're the judge, oh no
          Set me free
          I know my soul's freezing
          Hell's high for good reason
          So please
          
          I don't know if this song
          Is a surrender or a revel
          I don't know if this one
          Is about me or the devil
          
          I don't know if this song
          Is a surrender or a revel
          I don't know if this one
          Is about me or the devil
          
          You're the judge, oh no
          Set me free, oh no
          You're the judge, oh no
          Set me free, oh no
          I know my soul's freezing
          Hell's high for good reason
          So please
          
          Na na na na oh, oh
          Na na na na oh, oh
          Na na na na oh, oh
          Na na na na oh, oh
          
          You're the judge, oh no
          Set me free
          You're the judge, oh no
          Set me free
          You're the judge, oh no
          Set me free
          You're the judge, oh no
          Set me free!

can someone please tell me what kind of story I should make next because ahhh I don't know anymore?
          ideas:
          yaoi, yuri, fanfiction - what about your ideas?

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i'm wondering how long i'll last without breaking down in tears. 
          i had friendS callinG me aN idiOT and they werE hITTING mE witH plASTIC stiCKS.