daddyrie

I beg of you don’t do it, I felt like dying too when I felt this deep pain in my heart when I heard Jonghyun was gone. I’ve been feeling depressed for a year and it worsened after finding out about him but I’m not gonna end my life because I know that he wouldn’t want me to do it. I know he wants me to be able to turn this feeling into happiness, as he was unable to do it himself. He wants all of us to do that so I beg of you please don’t. It’s not the right choice, it’s not what any of us want for you. At the end of the day, he may be gone but he’s watching over us talking us he’s fine and that he’s now happy. I don’t think he’d be happy knowing that he impacted people’s lives in such negative ways so please don’t. Why do you think the moon aqua blue like our light stick? Because that’s him showing and telling us that he’s okay and that we should be too even without him. Jonghyun really doesn’t want you to do this, he probably didn’t even want to do it himself. Did you know that a security guard watched him stand in front of the convenience store where he bought the things that would end his life? Jonghyun stood there for a very long time and then got into his car driving back and forth on the road making load noises. I personally think that’s a sign that he was so frustrated that he had to come to this option and probably hated himself for having this be his only option. Don’t let it be your last option, I beg of you. Live.

daddyrie

Seeing as you posted the part 4 hours ago, it’s probably too late and I regret not sending this earlier. But I pray that you’re still alive and if you attempted, that you failed or were saved in time
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toneyteee

hello!
          
          i read your book and i learned that you are a filipina like me. i know you're not feeling well, and you're sad and i don't know how exactly it hurts since i'm not in your position.
          
          but sweetheart, don't do it please. 
          
          
          it is not the answer, AND IT WILL NEVER BE. 
          
          
          you're thinking that it's okay to commit suicide, for as long as you'll meet and be with jonghyun. you want to END THE PAIN BY COMMITING SUICIDE..... 
          
          
          how sure are you it will end??
          
          
          it won't....
          
          
          papaano ka makakasiguro na masaya ang pupuntahan mo?? THE DEAD END OF SUICIDE WILL FOREVER BE  UNENDING PAIN AND SORROW.... THAT'S THE FACT.
          
          
          papaano ka makakasiguro na hindi nagsisi si jonghyun sa desisyon nya? na if may chance sya na mabago ulit ang ginagawa nya, HINDI NYA NA YUN GAGAWIN?
          
          
          the pain we are feeling in this 'world' is just an inch of what HELL CAN DO. 
          
          
          TRUST GOD.
          
          
          lahat ng bagay may dahilan and may purpose. Hindi mo sya nakikita o naiintindihan ngayon, pero malilinawin ka din.
          
          
          GOD MADE OUR LIFE AND WE SHOULD LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST. 
          
          
          Trust Him...
          
          Your life is in good hands. Look up on Him, ask Him. Talk to Him and ask for His grace and compassion. 
          
          
          He will give you the strength AND LOVE YOU NEED. 
          
          
          He is just waiting for you to hug Him. HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH MORE THAN ANYONE CAN LOVE YOU. EVEN IF YOU THINK YOU'RE BAD AND SINFUL, HE WILL STILL ACCEPT YOU. EVEN IF YOU THINK YOU ARE BURDEN IN THIS WORLD, FOR HIM YOU'RE A PERFECTION. YOU'RE A MASTERPIECE...
          
          TRUST ME SWEETIE!!  IF YOU WALK WITH GOD AND HOLD HIS HAND TIGHTLY, EVERTHING SEEMS TO BE SO SMOOTH. BECAUSE YOU KNOW HE'S GUIDING YOU IN EVERY STEP AND IN EVERY MOVE. 
          
          He's just right there. Beside you. and reminding you that He's with you. So keep going, okay?

-kaizar

 i know it hurts. it’ll continue for a few days or months. but think about this: jonghyun wouldn’t want you to be like this right now. i don’t know if it helps or not, but i once read a book where the character says, “instead of mourning, why don’t we celebrate their death?” and i pondered on it. but really, jonghyun has done so much for us, and he would much more if he were here. but what he left us with, lets always cherish it. find your meaning in what jonghyun left behind for you. i’m sorry if i made no sense or sounded annoying.

ENAMORKNJ

I’m fairly sure that you don’t know me but please please message me if you need to talk about absolutely anything. please don’t hurt yourself, and most importantly, please do not take your life away. I love you, God loves you, Jonghyun loves you, and everyone else messaging you and commenting and such love you as well. I’m begging you to please take care of yourself and to please don’t leave this world in this way. please always remember that you are loved and that there’s always someone to talk to. we’re always here for you ♡

kiyo-omi

i believe that you don't know me and i don't too, but i came across your note and the story of your life that you've written, and as a shawol myself, i can feel your pain and so are the others too. pero jonghyun won't be happy kung itutuloy mo yan ang binabalak mo. so please, don't end your life, fellow shawol! kaya mo yan because you never walk alone ♡