Shaylin10000, I hope you don't mind that I'm writing you. I read your post on blowinwiththe wind.
I'm sorry you lost your Mom to the monster named cancer. I'm also sorry to hear that maybe your dad is so buried in his own grief he's forgotten about you and that you lost your Mom.
I hope you continue to write, read and draw.
I also hope you'll reach out to your school counselor or a coach or aunt, uncle, grandma, or grandpa...someone who you can talk to about your loss, pain, grief and anger.
My husband and I are retired teachers. My husband taught math and science to 6 th graders, so about your age. I taught regular and special education to kindergarten through 8th grade.
You are welcome to write to me if you'd like to. :-) My name is. LouAnn. :-)
Hang in there kiddo! We all experience hard times nut we need help getting through them! :-)