ApocalypsicEclipse
Ishiee, hii
I saw your reply on the paragraphs I sent on vaish's board ehem- I snapping out of the "missing them" daze when I realised that if I ever let them close again then I'd be betraying the part of myself who was hurting because of em, among other things and support from friends I'm kinda glad I realised I deserve better, we all do. So I'm moving on, finally, it might hurt some days and that's alright too
I miss you, I'm not on insta anymore maybe I'll come back in a few months or maybe after I'm done w boards cause yk it's distracting af
Are you eating and sleeping well?
Hugs if you ever need them (/･ω･(-ω-)
she_aish7
@ApocalypsicEclipse glad you're okay don't worry it's alright you don't have to rush yourself just let yourself feel what you feel. That'll allow you to know yourself better and maybe feel a little little and little better each dayyy . Just know we'll be always heree.. Love youu
ApocalypsicEclipse
@she_aish7 ahhh I'm sorry I wanted to tell you but w my goldfish memory I too forgot your ID on Wattpad I'm glad you're eating well love, good luck with studying - you'll do amazing, you always do..I'm rooting for you I miss you all so much too, I'll try and come back soon as soon as I'm done with my exams I'm doing okay, I'm not the best but not the worst either, just miss you guys a lot Love youuuu muah
she_aish7
@ApocalypsicEclipse hii...you never yesterday i checked if you replied. Because like after you left insta I had logged in and searched for ur I'd but couldn't find it. So I was kinda panicked and you know how my memory is i didn't properly remember your I'd here and that's why I couldn't contact. But thank god you messaged vaish di that day and I saw that so I replied to you.. honestly it's alright i understand your perspective..dw whatever happened shouldn't have happened but we all tried every ways to fix it. And to our patience and understanding ofc no one can hurt and put aside themselves no matter how optimistic one is. I was really hurt for the fact that I thought that they'd understand and things will go well. Things are still going well...guess some people come as a beautiful part of ur life and then you lose em cuz their part in your life is complete. And if they are bound to come back then they'll no matter what. And everyone has all rights to heal and move on . Plus everyone was hurting at that point I miss you , infact everyone does..you should come back soon okay? I'm busy this year with my boards too (I'm in 12th now) which one of the reason why I'm not there even if I want to be. And yea I'm eating and sleeping well . My eating disorders are still there but it's not that worse... What abt you? You had a surgery right? Is it going good? Is it healed? We miss you come back safely okay? I'll try and message you here whenever I can alright??? Lots of love and warmth to youu
