I will never understand why I ended up this way or what the reason was for. I will never understand why the world is so fucked up and barely anyone cares.  I can never understand why people say they love someone then leave them for someone else. I will never understand a lot of things, like why people lie,cheat, and steal. Why they are so rude, mean, bitchy, horrible and inconsiderate. I will never understand how pain goes away. I'll never understand love or hate. I guess that I will never understand life.