eli ♡

hi why is muscle baby hyuk wrecking me.

I HAVE A VKOOK ANGSTY FF I NEED TO WRITE IT

i have 40 drafts...

i haven't been active.
          it's just been so stressful here that i'm falling or fighting to desire to be asleep in every single class
          
          BUT i have missed writing:
          i have like 30 drafts (you'll never see em all hahaha) 
          there's:
          lost- yoonmin (inspired from the song, angsty, and has sensitive topics)
          
          i want to do a skydive bap retelling because i absolutely loved it / and other mv retellings because they're easier to write since i have a frame of reference and shorter so i have enough motivation to finish lol
          
          i have a few yixing drafts and kook/min/v.
          trying to one day publish these four exo books loosely related 
          
          ... and a rant book my favorite
          
          missed yall

monsta x, my bbs, congrats on your first win- well deserved for our humble boys debuting in '15
          
          i started crying when shownu did and finally, their hard work, great comebacks, get recognition. they were up against top competition too- kudos, you seven

YIXING WEARING RED IS MY WEAKNESS

i was so tired after hanging out with a friend yesterday, i missed the news. i actually saw hoya's instagram post earlier, before lacey (@astonixing) told me, but i didn't think much about it (bc there was no caption/i can't read his korean letter) but 
          
          as a hoya bias,
          i'd like to thank him, for all his devotion in these seven years of infinite, in his singing, rapping, dancing, and every other aspect. i'm sorry i was only here for only two years, but i've fallen in love with your dancing and passion :') please know that inspirits will forever cherish your work, and look forward and support in what you have to offer!
          
          thank you.

faM DID YOU HEAR HOYA LEFT INFINITE

im working on a yoonmin ff ;)) <33

oh my god i've fallen for wanna one