sheepyexe

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          	He never had cool stories
          	He doesn't make your heart beat
          	Used to love his mystery
          	But now he's just exhausting
          	Another day spent just laying in his room
          	The stench of incense
          	And some undelivered food
          	And she thought
          	"What if he thinks I'm the one?
          	And I'll be forced to rot away
          	With him and his obsessions
          	With trivial things
          	Like the amount of fucking love hearts I finish a text message with"
          	And when you hold his hands
          	It doesn't feel like flying
          	And when you take his breath away
          	He might as well be dying
          	And you're dying to breathe
          	You're trapped in his cage
          	And it's shrinking
          	And she thought
          	"What if he just never leaves?
          	Or if he doesn't get the message?
          	And he doesn't hear my pleas?"
          	So she just started screaming
          	"Why can't he just bore me to death?"
          	"Why can't he just bore me to death?"
          	"Oh, why can't he just bore me to death?"
          	"Why can't he just bore me to death?"
          	"Oh, why can't he just bore me to death?"
          	"Why can't he just bore me to death?"
          	"Oh, Why can't he just bore me to death?

sheepyexe

this message may be offensive
          He never had cool stories
          He doesn't make your heart beat
          Used to love his mystery
          But now he's just exhausting
          Another day spent just laying in his room
          The stench of incense
          And some undelivered food
          And she thought
          "What if he thinks I'm the one?
          And I'll be forced to rot away
          With him and his obsessions
          With trivial things
          Like the amount of fucking love hearts I finish a text message with"
          And when you hold his hands
          It doesn't feel like flying
          And when you take his breath away
          He might as well be dying
          And you're dying to breathe
          You're trapped in his cage
          And it's shrinking
          And she thought
          "What if he just never leaves?
          Or if he doesn't get the message?
          And he doesn't hear my pleas?"
          So she just started screaming
          "Why can't he just bore me to death?"
          "Why can't he just bore me to death?"
          "Oh, why can't he just bore me to death?"
          "Why can't he just bore me to death?"
          "Oh, why can't he just bore me to death?"
          "Why can't he just bore me to death?"
          "Oh, Why can't he just bore me to death?

sheepyexe

The cute bomber jacket you've had since sixth form
          Adorned with patches of places you’ve been
          Is nothing on my khaki coat that I got
          From a roadside when I was sixteen
          My boots are from airports
          My backpack's from friends
          I'm not a man of substance and so I’ll pretend
          To be a wanderer, wandering
          Leaving ascetic belongings in hostels and restaurant bins
          The roads are my home as horizon's my target
          If I keep on moving, never lose sight of it
          Treating my memory of you like a fire, let it
          Burn out, don't fight it and try to move on
          It's been sixty weeks since I saw Vienna
          A bandage and a wide smile slapped across my face
          I'll pick up my hiking boots when I am ready
          And I'll put down my roots when I'm dead
          The distance is futile
          Come on, don't be hasty
          You’ll get that feeling deep inside your bones
          I’ll be gone then when you must be alone
          __________
          hi I'm not dead I've just been on ao3 more

sheepyexe

Ahh~
          
          Distantly far away, far away long ago a coiled necklace
          "I want people, I want people," it cried, this cursed necklace
           
          Don't get angry. Don't abandon me. Don't go anywhere. (Hey)
          Fasten it tightly, until you could throw up, so there aren't, there aren't any people here
           
          Nice results, huh? Hey, hey, aren't I a good kid?
          Aren't I a cute kid? Hey, hey
          I'm good, right? It hurts, hey
           
          Love me, love me, love me, more, more
          Love me, love me so much that it's maddening
           
          It's painful, it hurts. Undo, undo the curse, okay?
          It can't be stopped, aah!
           
          No matter how big your body, your body grows, this necklace remains small
          It hurts now, it's not enough now. People aren't, people aren't enough
           
          I won't lose to anyone in my class. Aren't I a lovely good kid? (Hey)
          More than that kid, more than any kid. Everyone, come look at me
           
          Behind the gymnasium, my confession to you
          Doesn't it seem like a lie? I like you, you who are so filthy
           
          Love me, love me, love me, I'll give you everything
          I'll have you, I'll have you bear everything for me
          It's not enough. You're not enough. I won't let go, aah!
          I'm so sorry!
           
          Love me, love me, love me, more, more
          love me, love me so much that it's maddening
          It hurts. I won't let go. It hurts. More and more, hey
           
          This is happiness! Aah!
          This is happiness! Aah !
          ----------
          Song: Ashite ashite 
          This song isn't about a yandere :]

sheepyexe

Now and then I think of when we were together
          Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
          Told myself that you were right for me
          But felt so lonely in your company
          But that was love and it's an ache I still remember
          You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
          Like resignation to the end, always the end
          So when we found that we could not make sense
          Well you said that we would still be friends
          But I'll admit that I was glad it was over
          But you didn't have to cut me off
          Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
          And I don't even need your love
          But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
          No, you didn't have to stoop so low
          Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
          I guess that I don't need that though
          Now you're just somebody that I used to know
          Now you're just somebody that I used to know
          Now you're just somebody that I used to know
          Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
          But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
          But I don't wanna live that way
          Reading into every word you say
          You said that you could let it go
          And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know
          But you didn't have to cut me off
          Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
          And I don't even need your love
          But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
          No, you didn't have to stoop so low
          Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
          I guess that I don't need that though
          Now you're just somebody that I used to know
          Somebody (I used to know)
          (Somebody) Now you're just somebody that I used to know
          Somebody (I used to know)
          (Somebody) Now you're just somebody that I used to know
          I used to know, that I used to know, I used to know somebody

sheepyexe

What's the difference between a toxic friendship and a healthy one- this is an actual question ️️

shinobus_hairpin

A toxic one is one where when ever you're with them you only seem to be hurt by the person, there are hardly any good times anymore, and it seems like they don't even like you anymore. They may try to control who you're friends with, your appearance, or what you're interested in. Usually one person will have a certain power over there other in the friendship. Or they could be overly clingy and follow you like a lost puppy, and somehow you can never have a moment to yourself. I understand this may come from a place of love, but it's very draining. Anyways though, this is coming from personal experience, so I'm not sure this happens in every toxic relationship. I hope this helps! 
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_DiAmOnD_pEnIs_

If only I knew, we're both stuck in the same situation ✨
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