shehumustnotbenamed

Hello old friend!  It's been a while... hope you're doing well ❤

EXO-SC Live in Manila tonight.
          I maybe sleeping with a migraine tonight but it's all worth it. AND I NEVER THOUGHT I'D LIVE THE DAY WHEN I'LL WITNESS A LIVE PERFORMANCE OF CHANYEOL'S ACOUSTIC COVER OF CREEP! RADIOHEAD'S CREEP. YES THAT FAMOUS COVER HE DID BACK THEN HE PERFORMED TONIGHT FOR US. I'M CRYING. IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL. I'M LUCKY I'M AN EXO FAN. 
          IT'S A BLESSING BEING AN EXOL. 
          Goodnight guys.

I have a story draft that was initially supposed to be a fanfic. But now I'm reviewing and thinking if I should still post it as a fanfic.
          I'm thinking of making original characters—hey I'm even in the mood for naming characters. Sounds like a plan. 
          I know it will affect my readership. But you see, my one and only fanfic here which I poured my heart out into making has been quite affected by what happened to one of the characters in real life. I know somehow his image in my story will be influenced by his image in real life. Which sucks. Because he's one of the mains.
          Now I want to make something that won't be affected by those. However, I'm also aware that lots of people read that fanfic because it is a fanfic. We just wanted something to satiate our hunger for the presence of our idols, right?
          While I'm still trying to catch the rhythm back - pertaining to writing that story coz I still want to finish it (even if wattpad is so quiet now lol) - there's another story I'm cooking in the kitchen and this time, I think I want the characters to be my original characters. People may not care about it coz it does not feature our idols, but it will also be safe from such aggravating feelings when something happens in real life. I mean, I'd probably just be using EXO if it would be a fanfic and I trust EXO, but...I just want the characters to be something I own.
          This story is inspired by my love for animes so it would be fun. I hope so.
          What do you guys think? If you were ever one of my readers before, would you read a work of mine that isn't fanfic? 

Damn. I miss writing.

I kinda feel guilty so I'll confess here that I filed for a sick leave at work so I can stay home watch anime all night while eating a bunch of food from Wendy's that I ordered around 4am (it's around 4am here right now). Because it's too early, the delivery was quite fast lol. And I'm enjoying this because I'm really feeling well. Huhu whats wrong with me?!
          
          Seriously...I'm such a ㅠㅠ
          I'm sorry but at the same time I'm happy 

What do you guys think about age gap of couples?
          Let's say a 10-year or more age gap.
          I see a lot of people in comment sections of some content freaking out about that.
          
          
          
          As for me, as long as neither of them was a child/minor who had been preyed on by the other who's an adult when they started the relationship, then I don't care about the age gap no matter how huge. That means if a 21-year old is in a relationship with a 30/31 year old who she/he met last year and fell in love with, that's fine by me. If a 30 year old marries a 70 year old because they love each other, that's fine by me. 
          
          I'm the one freaked out by people freaking out over age gap when there's no grooming/pedophile involved. I think society is confused these days and equating huge age gap to pedophile. Huge age gap between couple does not always mean that some pedophile sh*t happened. There are a lot of things that happen in people's lives and one cannot judge others' lives and stories merely from age gap, unless you assume that the younger one is always an imbecile who cannot make proper decisions and the older one is a manipulator or something. Again, as long as neither of them was a child/minor when everything started while the other was already a grown ass adult then it's fine. 
          
          I hope people would stop telling others who to fall in love with based on their age. You cannot make it absolute that you will only meet and like people who are 5 years or less older/younger than you and that it should only happen in your twenties. That's ridiculous. That's not how life in this world works.
          
          These are my thoughts. How about you?

Hi. I published a new poem in my book, Kaleidoscope. Check it out if you're bored. Lol hehe
          XD
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/282528467

For anyone still reading, Two Moons Chapter Thirty-Five has just been published. :)
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/210724795

There's a fanfic that I'm currently cooking in the kitchen. It's a Lay fanfic. I'm just wondering if you guys will read it if I publish it. ㅠㅠ
          Where are you even? I miss you all.

We have learned so many things in the Amber Heard - Johnny Depp trial. The most important of which is to seek for truth before we believe heavy accusations like domestic violence and rape. 
          Often these days, when a woman comes forward with a story, the world believes her without questions. Because she's a woman. What woman would lie about violence and rape? Some even say "I'd rather believe a potential liar than a potential wife beater/rapist." 
          When we decide to immediately buy such stories without proper scrutiny, we think we're just siding with a potential victim. But what about the other person's dignity that's being ruined? What about the other person whose life is about to be ruined with lies? What if there is a true victim?"
          
          In Heard-Depp trial we have seen how such lies can be schemed, from making up the stories to tipping the paparazzi to make sure such allegations become popular in social media, to make sure the target will be lambasted by the public for things he did not even do.
          The court of public opinion has twisted the presumption of innocence to "guilty until proven innocent" from the original principle "innocent until proven guilty."
          Another thing we've learned is that words are powerful. Stories are powerful. Thankfully, we have court of law that looks into evidence to scrutinize how true the words are. How true the stories are? 
          One more thing we've learned is that men can be victims of domestic abuse too, and that women can be monsters too. 
          
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