✨Letter Zee✨

Hey Zee

I changed my profile to done weird shit!!
          Y'all I think this is the one
          I'll change it again in two days idk
          But some weird ass mumble jumble nonsense is sitting there rn
          So read it and let me know what YOU think!
          :)

Hi:)
          I'm so sorry for the three weeks late update. 
          But I'm better and back now with new updates.
          I really appreciate everyone who took out their time to wish me well and everyone who read my book during that time. 
          I'm grateful fr. The support is overwhelming. Thank you once again.
          I hope you enjoy this new chapter!❤️
          I just published "•10•" of my story "Secrets Of The Woods". https://www.wattpad.com/1204619269?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=emperor_zusi&wp_originator=4qS0k77kJG68piczYH9LVcOPpN7%2BMEQeKySQMdHalCkNI9CzKUOdS4LW10TSLDyzg2l3CrcXPMKeYdOu2NoQdbJXsN0aqHQmbyStpuf7ZxbKFATg54fwQuafKa4oY%2Bay

Okay, hi... This is weird.
          Urm, I just feel like I just need to vent or rant and idk how to even express how I'm feeling nor do I know who to talk to.
          Obviously I just updated my book, but it's going to be the last update for a while. I'm so sorry if I may have disappointed anyone but I really don't think I can keep up with updating, and promoting my book in hopes people will read it at this point in my life.
          I'm just not at my best right now, my mental health is honestly suffering. At first, I thought I was just being antisocial but lately I've just come to realize something's gone wrong somehow. Writing feels like it's suffocating me these days and reading isn't giving me solace like it used to. And that's how I'm something's gone terribly wrong.
          I want to say I laugh, but even I know even while I put on a smile, my soul is bleeding and crying. My heart is punishing me for something I just couldn't help. 
          I don't know how or why I'm like this, but I'm definitely not the way I was cheerful before. It's like every night, I just lay on my bed and my mind tortures me with memories and possibilities that I could've forgotten, but never did.
          I feel as if I've lost myself. 
          I don't know how to even explain it.
          I've obviously completed as much reading requests as I can, and I've made sure to fulfill every promise I made. I don't want anyone to feel as if I'm untrustworthy or I'm a liar or something, or I finished up all my requests as best as I could.
          It probably doesn't concern anyone but hey, I just wanted to let it all out.
          I do hope y'all have a lovely day.
          Thank you guys so much for reading my book, and being my friends. Idek if anyone's gonna reply this bc idk... 
          But yeah... So I'll see you guys when ik my weirdass self is back. For now, I just need time to heal.
          
          Not like it's that much of a big deal, but like I said. I just wanted to talk. 
          I'm logging out now.
          I'll see you guys someday soon!❤️

Chapter 9✨
          I just published "•9•" of my story "Secrets Of The Woods". https://www.wattpad.com/1199619820?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=ambiverted_writer&wp_originator=S2YZK9I6Y0rvr60bb%2FtynBjY%2BwKt2iGHN7%2BYW%2BK4R4E%2Fql762fo9eBb5CWR34Ik1sdHuFLczZD9OZa4JKs%2B9PnDcypokZZKenJpQ5zbNROabLT9588VX9frPsy4AWIVM

My roommate is literally the sweetest
          She just randomly got me ice cream
          Shit like that means a lot to me ❤️

Chapter 8 is up lovelies!
          Read it as soon as you can!
          I'll catch up on my rfrs later tonight I promise.
          Thanks y'all.

I just read my book and I want to claw out my eyes
          So much errors *cue intensive crying* it's in dire need of editing
          How do y'all read that shit?!

i love your new username <3

New chapter!
          Bless your eyes people!❤️
          I just published "•7•" of my story "Secrets Of The Woods". https://www.wattpad.com/1194098405?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=ambiverted_writer&wp_originator=1Iz1Vh8mfIlRiyY1beW4Eawnp06kvob%2F1Oi1QxR0LUnxUTqwy5MWGFslYVxBIXAtbugM4zVQEq9U9CvntOj00rsz9EFAy7UCJ4%2Ba4APXB3dcQRUSzsSW7EgoUkb6ezVr