oh my holy Jesus...its been so long! im so sorry, if anyone has been waiting on an update. i honestly think about you guys, and my story ALL THE FRIGGIN time, i just can never seem to write anything that i like enough to show anyone, and with teaching her to love me, this is my first completely digital book, i have noting in print, and i keep loosing some of my chapters which is really disheartening. then come to find, that i had been signed out of my mobile email for like, years (nearly the only way ill ever end up checking it anymore) so when i finally got signed back in i saw that i had new followers! this made me incredibly happy, so if anyone is still out there waiting for me, and wants to shoot me a small word of encouragement, or hate for ever updating...either way, id love to hear from everyone! am im working as hard as i can on this busted computer to update.