To me, writing is like breathing.
As a child, I never imagined that one day, I'd stop. That one day, I'd find myself unable to write.
At one point, the only thing I was good at was fighting.
Then, trying.
Then, losing.
Then, existing.
Right now, the only thing I'm good at is fighting, trying, losing, and existing all at once while screaming at the top of my lungs, "let me breathe".