shibedoesbooks

everyone wish my brother luck! he’s finally befriending his crush!!! :)

shibedoesbooks

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If I had a stroke at school would you even see me? because the exes amounts i’ve been drinking monster energy. sometimes I mix you up with all the other crowds, losing someone as special as you can’t be all that hard if everyone is so unique arent we all the same? I can feel my organs calling out for me, calling out, they’re hoping. but they have to learn just like all the others we can’t get what we want, we’ll all keep on dying. physicists and scientists and astrological signs give any meaning to life. so we trudge on, faking our faces, filling our body’s with unreal realness and now they match our minds. we do this all the time. now we match our minds. you are no friend of mine.
          
          when they say “i’m sorry” they say it out of pity. if you said you hate me would you really take me? nothing is truth, why shouldn’t I assume that it’s all a lie. I can’t stand the thought of going home, yet staying here getting old. If it really worked and I died young, would you even know or would I be another rumor on the roll. if he saw my scars, my cuts, my pains, would he really do all that he say. cus right now I think I need to hold on, i’m sorry it’s you but I need something. if I didn’t have a reason to go on, i’d just be another face on the wall. I don’t have much time to hold on, I can’t do anything, I can’t sing songs. I can’t write poems, I can’t draw shit. all of these hopeless tries aren’t getting me anywhere. once again, i’m sorry, I know that i’m weird, you don’t have to know my name, just let me hope my own way.

shibedoesbooks

making Spotify playlists for my favorite OCs :) 
          
          (tell me if you want the links???)

shibedoesbooks

I’ve also made a couple for anime characters 
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shibedoesbooks

to the people who read my books and respond to me out of pity; 
          
          thank you. TwT

Your_stickycumsocks

@Kirishima_bottom omg I tryed to put the heart emoji but it didn't work 
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Your_stickycumsocks

@shibedoesbooks I would say your welcome but I never reads people messages that much so.... your lucky ‍♀️
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shibedoesbooks

your honor, in my defense, she asked me if they were from my cat and I didn’t deny it. Can you really call that a lie? I never said it was or wasn’t .-.

trying_my_best22

@shibedoesbooks doesn't really matter cause the answer is yes, I died either way
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shibedoesbooks

is anyone actually here? have I been forgotten?

shibedoesbooks

@BokutosThiccBootay hella different. I mean, obviously it’s way different from screens. We have to wear masks but it’s not that bad. anything is better than having to stay at home. i’m glad you’re doing well :)
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BokutosThiccBootay

@shibedoesbooks I’ve been pretty good, I start school next Monday TT. Is it any difference for you going from online to in person? 
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shibedoesbooks

@BokutosThiccBootay I certainly have been existing. I can’t say very good, but not horrible. I started highschool in person so that’s awesome! how have you been??
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