Gusto ko lang mag share sa inyo. Please, read it.
I suddenly felt a flutter inside my chest. I'm not sure if I'm ready to welcome this feeling again because it scares me.
I gave myself a promise or a will to do. To focus on myself, be the best version of myself, my studies and everything about me.
And I'm not ready to feel this kind of feeling again because I have a past trauma back then. When I see girls, mostly attractive. I don't get attracted. I just say that they're beautiful but, I'm not attracted, no flutter in my chest.
But this girl. This girl broke down all of my defenses. She's not the most beautiful woman, but because of her mind, her soul, her attitude. It makes her the most beautiful woman.
It's so sudden that I just felt it when we're sitting beside each other-inside a bus. I started to question myself. If I'm ready, if really liked her. Because I don't want to take it to the next step if I'm not sure with my feelings.
I remembered the part in ms. Burgundy na nung nahulog si miks Kay aiah na biglaan lang talaga Yung pakiramdam na yun.
And now here I am. Feeling like a stupid, idiot and dumb highschool lover.
With that, I suddenly felt a motivation. Motivation in all of things I do. So baka mag publish na ako ng mag publish.
If you made it here, thank you guys for reading what if felt. I appreciate it. I just want to express my overwhelming feelings.
