Next year, I will be transferring to a new school...to start a new chapter of my life. This time, I won't let others easily walk into my life and hurt me. I will be wise on choosing who I socialize with cause I'm already so fed up with people using and stabbing me behind my back... I treated them nicely and considered them as special people for me, but I uncovered the most hurtful truth...that I was only a backup friend, a friend that they would look back whenever they don't have any company, a friend that they could look back in times of need.
And I hated being a backup, I hated being the second choice! And I hated it the most when they take advantage of the kindness that I give... knowing I won't be able to refuse nor complain....