@rockprincess1915 thank you for thinking that I am not worthless. And I know this is not my place to say but... please, please don't give up on life! I have a friend that did the cutting, and I tried my hardest to help, I even cried, but she still didn't promise that she will do it again, and that worried me to no end. I am worthless and useless, because I can't help you, but if I can, I might cry in front of you right now for you to stop. I am so sorry for all that happened. Please, please, don't give up yet, okay.