Lezah

No cause the ending for MHA has made the possible re-write for Complications so much better and easier. Just thinking of it now I can see a clear ending for the fic, unlike with my original attempt. I can still do the main angsty (and fairly messed up) thing, can’t remember if I was able to start laying those breadcrumbs in the original or not. Oh my god, am I going to re-watch the show and start writing MHA fanfiction again? Someone write me an Adderall prescription so I can sit down, focus, and write away. Don’t expect me to actually start working on it anytime soon though, but feel free to pester me about it until I start writing and posting it.

I posted a short, I don’t know what to call it, on ao3. It’s titled Sated but Freezing and Lezah_Nocturnal is my ao3 username. The fic is only 362 words, it’s just V from murder drones enjoying a quiet and calm night while laying in the snow.

Sometimes when reading a fanfic, even if the characters are out of character, it’s the name association that you’re reading it for. Connecting the story and the characters with the names of the characters from your latest hyper fixation, even if they’re acting a little odd in what you’re reading.

I want to work on writing again, but I live in a tourist town and work at a tourist attraction (sorta), so I’m pretty busy. I work five to six days a week and it’s a very physically active job and outdoors, wouldn’t trade it for the world though, but despite how much I love my job I am very tired when I get home. I am cursed to never forget an un-finished fic of mine, but despite that I can never manage to motivate myself to finish it. I do want to try scheduling times for myself to sit down and write, but I suck at sticking to schedules. Also I’m a little scared that since I’m planning to start actually posting on ao3 that I might get the authors curse and break a bone at work again because of it. Can’t really work with a broken bone, plus my boss probably wouldn’t let me since she’d be too worried I’d make any injury worse.

Every time I think to myself “Hey, I should go finish writing one of my fics, I could probably do that right now.” I end up getting distracted and then before I can write it I either get busy, injured, sick, or my mental health plummets. Currently I’m sick, injured, and my mental health is slipping (again).

I actually wrote a MHA fanfic about a year or two ago, finished it too (surprisingly), but it’s never seen the light of day because I am whole heartedly ashamed of it.

Apologies to anyone waiting for a Spirits and Polaroids update, I’ve sat down a few times to try and write it but I’m just feeling really unmotivated at the moment.

Posted a short Murder Drones fic on my quotev account. It will be cross-posted to here and ao3 later when I have the motivation for that. (aka I’m just feeling lazy right now)

hiii