I am really someone who wants to end everything but being forced to move forward. If you saw someone like me, don't say 'You're gonna be fine' because it's never gonna happen. We don't believe in positive quotes and advices anymore. We are someone who tend to be happy just to make sure other people don't sense our sadness. Sometimes we can't cry because we already feel numb. We feel nothing. But when the feelings come, it's getting worst.
Mental illness is real. If you can't understand the pain, at least shut ur fuxking mouth. Thx :)