Hey little one.
I don't know you but I've had a similar feeling to how you've clearly been feeling recently, and I just want to let you know that even as a stranger I REALLY hope you haven't ended your life and that you're still here, I'm so sorry you're going through this but, don't let feelings like this get the better of you. You're probably a wonderful young person with a LOT of life ahead of you - life full of new people and new memories and new experiences, that I promise you, you don't want to miss out on. You might feel like it's worth it but it's not, I swear.
I know some stranger on the Internet can't really change your mind but I couldn't bear to scroll past it in my feed like it was nothing because it's not nothing, I think it would break my heart knowing that you did it and I'd just kept scrolling because a life is so important, so precious, so valuable because we're already here for such a short time, don't rush to make it any shorter. There's SO MUCH to live for, even if you don't see it yet. There's so much you won't get to try or see if you end it now. It may seem like everyday is repetitive right now - school school school and all your days seem to blur together, or if you're a bit older, work. But school doesn't last forever, it's only a few years out of a lot and I know those years can feel like they last a lifetime especially if you don't enjoy it or people are mean to you but - it won't always be like that! You just have to stay strong and push through it. I really hope you're okay and I'm always here if you want to talk xx