shinralexaire
hmm yep. dito tatambay kasi broken. joke. pahinga.
shinralexaire
shinralexaire
hmm. i miss you.
shinralexaire
pota gutom na ‘ko. kakatakot lumabas ng kwarto. -.-
shinralexaire
hoping that you’ll read this. first, i want you to know that don’t be scared. please, i don’t want you to be afraid of anything, everything. you know why? because i’ll do anything for you, anything you want. ‘cause i want you to be safe. don’t be afraid, alright? don’t worry, baby. i will never talk to you again, if that’s what you need. i’m posting it here, i don’t know. because like what you said, don’t chat you anymore. you don’t want to be bothered by me. and it’s alright.
shinralexaire
and lastly, i want you to know that i love you so much. there’s nothing or no one can replace you in my heart. no one. comeback to me when you’re ready. comeback to me when everything are already fine. comeback to me when you’re okay. comeback to me, if you still feel the same way like i do. comeback to me, when you still love me. my arms and heart is always open for you. and someday, if it’s the right time, if i still own your heart, i will definitely get you. i will get you, just like i did last april 13 2020. this will be the last time that i’ll create a really long msg for you. this is the last time. good bye my love, my kambing, my honey, my darling, my gero, my everything, my haisley, my thea, and my baby. i love you so much.
shinralexaire
second, i want you to be healthy. and safe. just please. that’s all i want you to do, kahit hindi na ‘yung manlalaki o mambabae. kahit hindi na ‘yun haha okay lang. i want you to be healthy, matulog ka ng maaga, awa na. i’m really damn concern about your health, bata ka pa. masyado kapang bata para maging ganoon ang tulog. that’s why please. try to sleep early. please. third, i’m hoping that after you heal, you’ll comeback to you, as you. you will be friend to us. to ry. to kurt. to me. as you comeback, i will not chat you like i used to. i will not bother you. it’s just, we’re friends. nothing more, nothing less. i promise you, i will not chat you. never, if that’s what you want. except if there’s something you want and i want of course. don’t worry, i’m trying to move on. i’ll try to delete your pictures on my cellphone, one by one. i’m trying. yes, i’m trying, i want you to have a peaceful life. so please, don’t be sad. i’m also trying to be happy. live free, thea. don’t worry, i will never ever bother you again like i used to.
shinralexaire
her angel eyes saw the good in many devils.
shinralexaire
no calls, no pictures of you. but here i am thinking about you like crazy.
shinralexaire
Your voice, your laugh, your smile are the poetry I want to write.
burningones
shinra. sorry. sorry for being such a coward. mahal na mahal kita, pero duwag ako. naisip kong mali 'tong ginagawa ko sa'yo. sinikreto kita. ayoko nun, shinra. gusto kitang mahalin ng tama. pero alam mo naman na hindi pa 'yun ngayon 'di ba? i'm sorry, pero duwag pa 'ko ngayon. nakikiusap ako shinra, let me grow first, please. i'm still a kid, and i don't have the rights to have you right now. naisip kong, "'wag muna kaya ngayon?" ang bata ko pa. i don't want to grow early, i still want to enjoy everything. napag-usapan namin 'yan ni mama, 'wag daw akong nagmamadali, and i realized it. ang bilis kong lumaki, i'm too excited for love, i'm only 13. i'm young for love, but i loved at the age of 13. letting go is hard. but i want to be selfish, i want to grow, alone. i hurted you, many times. nagiguilty ako, sobra. pero kailangan kong panindigan 'to. trust me, lahat ng pangako ko, totoo, pero, hindi ko pa matutupad ngayon. please understand me. i'm begging you. i'm sorry for hurting you. maging masaya ka please. do what you want. everything you wanted to do by yourself. love yourself before others, kasi ako? ganun ang gagawin ko. ang bata pa natin, we can't settle down yet. ang bilis, shinra. sabi mo dati, enjoy ko 'yu ng pagkabata ko. i know, i know. this is selfish, pero alam ko, you'll get a benefit, magagawa mo lahat ng gusto mong gawin. this isn't our time, shinra. so please, live free. it's okay to be sad, it's part of life. we only live once, and indeed, life is short. we can happen, pero hindi pa ngayon. i'm sorry. i'm really am. this is selfish, really really selfish. live please. alagaan mo ang sarili mo, for me lalong lalo na para sa sarili mo. i know, etong sinasabi ko ay mahirap, sobra. pero kaya mo 'to. nabuhay ka ng ilang taon na wala ako, kayang kaya mo 'yan. 'wag kang titiklop, umangat ka. be strong. good morning.
shinralexaire
luh. kadamot neto. hindi naman mahirap favor ka ah? hays. dali naaa. gusto lang kita makausap. kahit hindi ako maging sweet sa’yo kung gusto mo. i just want to
haisleng
good morning.
haisleng
ingat ka lagi, stay safe!