J♥︎

I've written this one singular third and final ep for that one shot for two or three days now. And you have no idea how many hour long breaks i've taken because i started crying because it hits so close to home

I'm depressed, I have a flu and a headache and my shoulder muscles are stuck

HEYY HEYYY

I'm having a fucking flu and i'm writing a sad af story. This writingg stuff isnt helping with the running snot

Yall going to get a christmas surprise on 24th

And now i switched from smut to depressing stuff and i actually am crying because it kind of hits close to home because of how i'm personally feeling rn

I can't believe i'm writing smut...

I feel like i been ran over by a truck or a plane or something and I don't have a fever fever. It was only 36.8 when i measured but still. I feel like crap

All the tour stuff makes me wanna block everyone who got tickets and flaunts it on my face on my tl. I'm happy for yall but like... upset.

I love zayn