sexy dork 🐈

First day of senior year !

Still and forever will be in love with haechan

I turn 17 soon

My potential career as a writer is partially dependent on how my english teacher likes the short story i wrote for my portfolio. I just find writing exhausting sometimes and if i try to force myself to write it becomes a chore and i dont write as well, i.e. most of my stuff on here. K i’m gonna go back to ghosting you all, i’ve been a bit more active tho because i’ve been reading hyucks/markscult’s haechan book

Hey

i want to write but i hate writing fanfiction. honestly i’ve only written fanfiction because it gives sort of an idea for the book or whatever, i dont have to really make up a lot of characters, and more people read it because its about like an idol they stan or whatever. 
          i also SUCK at making plots that actually satisfy me, i have a lot of ideas but i just keep giving up and i’m so close to deleting all the stuff i have posted rn because that is not how i actually write. 
          
          ANOTHER THING IS MY WRITING!!! ive become so critical of my own stuff that i just cant bear to continue everything i just want it to look so natural but i cant and oml writing is just so draining but sometimes its a good distraction. 
          
          anyway if you managed to read all of that thank you, i’m planning a new book right now so hopefully i don’t give up on the idea. 
          i hope you all are doing fine

Maybe ill post 

btw im 16 now :’)

ive given up on writing
          

the universe doesn’t want me to take my math test or something cuz it’s another flipping snow day