shit_poems

I cannot express enough my gratitude for the reads my book has gotten. I love that someone like me, a random british girl, could get over 4k reads on a few really bad poems. Its like i was just nobody and i woke up and found this out. Thank you so so soooo much. I really apreciate it.

Unwantedpoems

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*trigger warning!!* Hey I lost my account a few months back when I got my new phone. I had lost the login information and made a new account to track the progress my poems have been making. I'm glad to express my happiness and love for all of you and I cry when I think about the difference I have made for some people. I never thought I had that power. I never thought I could amount to anything. For a while I had forgotten that I had a book to continue writing. I had fallen into a deep depressive state and lacked the motivation to do anything. My boyfriend at the time had just left me when I was feeling grief for the loss of my baby foster brother who had just been adopted. He left without me without warning. He broke it off and he moved on straight away. I was left back at the begining. My addiction came back and I started to self harm. If you do not like the idea of self harm and suicide do not read on from this point. 
          
          I tried to kill myself twice within three months. This girl had taken my place and then made me feel like shit. I decided I had enough and tried to kill myself but cutting deep. I left my friends and my school work and it went down hill fast. I was put into sets that made me look stupid and that made me seem like I shouldn't be at school. I started having breakdowns and punching walls and hurting myself and others around me. I hurt many people by leaving. I stopped eating and doing the things I loved. After a few months of this I met a lovely police lady who offered to help by taking me to join a hockey group to take my anger out on something productive. Now that I do that I feel better. My mum said I could go if I ate more. And that I couldn't go if I cut. 
          
          Thank you to everyone in my life. I'm grateful for all of you and I love everyone of you.

shit_poems

I cannot express enough my gratitude for the reads my book has gotten. I love that someone like me, a random british girl, could get over 4k reads on a few really bad poems. Its like i was just nobody and i woke up and found this out. Thank you so so soooo much. I really apreciate it.