Yall ever randomly zoned out thinking abt how that human desires r suspicious at all times. Like feeling like u want to scream loudly in public or that u want to have sex with ur best friend during an exam midterm?
ur subconscious mind rejects this idea n internally u want to do it like u deadass of the damn idea which makes the matter worse because since ur childhood u have wanted things but u know that u will never get them and that it is impossible