shizu404

I genuinely got like more ‘Return by Death’ stuff on standby. Do yall genuinely like the music or not TT

HaishaTP

Author-nim sorry if this somewhat looks or sounds rude/disrespectful but ngl I wish that even if the managerverse isn't connected to a story it's okay like it's good to see the previous OC of the previous books but I feel like we need a verse where almost all the groups are not in a relationship with 1 person like 3 groups are in a relationship with a OC 
          We can do it like this if it's okay like for example the moving on series Y/N if he gets a mention or a cameo when a person of the current story mentions him like he is a relationship with only aespa not in a relationship with all aespa, qwer and 2 members of red velvet or you can just not say that certain Y/N from other verse isn't in a relationship with idols at all 
          
          Like in other verse they are in relationships with other idols and in another verse, they aren't in any relationships with idols at all like that cameo Y/N is only talked too but is on a relationship with a normal lady 
          
          where a current story Y/N meet a previous Y/N from previous story, but that previous Y/N has experienced the hardships of that story but isn't in a relationship with that previous story's idols 
          
          SORRY IF ITS CONFUSING AND SORRY IF I SOUND KINDA RUDE OR SOUNDS KINDA CRAZY SORRY FOR TAKING YOUR TIME IN MY NONSENSE

shizu404

hey no you’re alright, I get where you’re coming from. Yeah no, I’ve thought about that a lot. It would be easier for me yeah to just not mention a past Y/N in a new book and having to not write their kids as well since it does get confusing. But I think there is a part where some of the other readers do like seeing past Y/N’s get mentioned because it gives more closure to their stories. I’m not saying you’re alone on this one but I have thought about it before, maybe on the next book if I decide not to retire. Also, I just want to complete the ‘normal man’ trilogy first lol (that’s LYT, MO and SC)
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Bryan7259426

hi author-nim, i hope im not asking for too much but would it be possible for u to write a fanfic on baemon?

Bryan7259426

ahh i see allg, as for u saying it before i mustve missed it i didnt know
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shizu404

Unfortunately not, I think I’ve said before that I’m not really a fan on Baemon so I wouldn’t do so. But I’m not opposed to writing them into a book as side characters or so. But a book on them is pretty unlikely from me, sorry about that.
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shizu404

Hey guys I’m back from my holiday but lowk, gotta wait a bit more. Spider-Noir just released and you know damn well by now to all my fellow nerds and alike, WE ARE WATCHING ALL OF IT. So, just wait a bit more. Also I went to Vancouver, tell ya its better than Europe that’s for sure

memorieswesharefan99

@shizu404 you came to van during the best time of the year lmao
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shizu404

@menmaaaa it's so genuinely peak that I might have to rewatch it a second time in color (B&W is the only way to go at first)
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shizu404

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hey guys, sorry I forgot to mention this. But I'm going on holiday for a week and a half, so no new updates for that week and a half (maybe) so, I know I release a pretty short chapter, but it's enough to clear my head and shit since I'm going like overseas for holidays (like an ocean ahead overseas) so if you have anything to say or whatever you want to critque, I'll be here. Plus new Return by Death song on soundcloud (god I love making music related to my books)
          
          https://soundcloud.com/nagisasrevenge/return-by-death-in-sorrow-we?si=1eccfcafb342411983cfd13881193811&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

MichaelDLuffy

Have fun on your trip stay safe! I’ll give your music a listen!
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menmaaaa

all good bro, have a good time 
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shizu404

oh also, I made another song for the newest chapter if you read it, think of it as worldbuilding for the book. It's the guy's band and yes, I did everything when I made the song except for the drums, I got too lazy and didn't want to program drums okay?
          
          https://soundcloud.com/nagisasrevenge/return-by-death-salt-of-the?si=9920e76713b54cd09b19dff4d32ce620&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

shizu404

I just realised I gotta change the title of Strawberry Champagne to 18+ and mature, lowkey think we’re going back a bit to OG Nagisa going on forward. (And no it’s not the almost dead trope) 

HaishaTP

@shizu404 oh you mean that yeah it's darker that I know
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shizu404

@HaishaTP actually, no. It’s more of the serious darker stuff
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HaishaTP

@shizu404 OG nagisa the nagisa who does a lot of smut scenes? Hahaha
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shizu404

hey guys, I just wanted to say after some time away that, I've realised after being sick and college and everything that I just don't think my heart is in this anymore. The future is moving on for us all and I'd say, I've enjoyed the last years as a writer and everything as such. I'm getting older and with getting older is the fact that there's just a lot of things that you would want to do such as getting a driver's license or getting a job. But for me, things are looking bright for me in terms of my band and just having to look forward to a lot of things. Writing for me had become a habit, a way to escape a lot of things and when I intially started writing, it was a way to escape and such, it gave me a lot of opportunites and friends that I'm still friends with till this day (shout out Whitey and INU) but, I just don't think my heart is in it anymore. For real this time. as you can see, I've discontinued 'is it really you?' because I just can't write anymore, being creative and such in this field, it's like my mind's focused on continuing to write music and just towards that. I want to continue my band and possibly try look for a future in that and in possibly film if I could. so, I offer one more thing because I'm not leaving now, maybe a final book. One that I won't end abruptly, it's going to be simple. not the hard long writing, maybe a bit but, something hopefully short. maybe something insightful. My heart is lost towards this, because I love it but at some point, you start to lose what you love because you just can't anymore, I don't know the plot, I don't have a clue what it's going to be but maybe I'll just do it my own way again, figure out something to make it good or atleast readable. that's all to update for now, but it's soon or it's not. I don't know.

shizu404

@Yodaa_155 yeah, I get you. As soon as I get this last book done, then. yeah. It just feels like I've lost the passion for it because I think the purpose for it in the beginning just sorta faded away, but hey. maybe it could years or so to get back into it and maybe not in the same medium as this is but, yeah. me and the band are still working on the EP to release onto streaming and new material but other than that, I can keep everyone posted so don't ya worry
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Yodaa_155

@shizu404 its a shame this you may never write again but I do understand what you say fully, same thing happened to me once my passion and love for something died but my love for something else began. Not the first time I've said this but thank you so much again for your stories, I started following you since your twice book till now. Its been a crazy run you have had I wish you all the best in your future. (Also if you can update me on your music would love to show some love for that also)
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shizu404

@menmaaaa yeah no of course. The band is still working on new music but yk ill update you guys eventually when we acc do release it on streaming services lmao
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