Spagoggy

I've been to my act lately with all of school and events and braden and I'm writing a short book of you could call it and I'm trying so hard to not mike up details with both books I've already done it once and I'm trying so hard it just jumbled together so I'm prob gonna finish that before I keep writing but I'll check in and stuff but I'm prob not gonna update for 2 weeks? Ball park. I'll let you know my progress 
          
          ~Vanessa 

Sorry I haven't been updating guys... Writers block?

I'm reading a book and it went from cool to very innapropriate

Current mood
          
          Not ok at all
          
          Symptoms
          Heavy breathing
          Can't sit still
          Worried
          Can't think
          Or focus
          
          
          I'm not ok

I feel shitty sometimes I hate myself

I *pant* just did a *pant* 2.17 mile run in 20 minutes *pant* I'm not athletic... I'm not sweating my legs are sore

I'm not fucking ok 
          Wynter, YOU LITTLE BITCH
          
          
          
          You better upload now... Like right now
          
          
          BITCH 
          
          
          
          
          I NEED A FUCKING THERAPIST

Winters stressing me out I'm hyperventilating

Updated you saved me

Im taking a break from writing till further notice my phone is naked up so I can't really no nothing so... sorry y'all
          
          -Vanessa