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why am i so insufferable that you had to ghost me in a day? am i really such a horrible person? im sorry. i know im a fucking loser. i know im a idiot, thinking that anyone could truly love me. i deserve to be hit over the head like the bad dog i am. im sorry. i know i dont deserve love. i know im annoying. i know im loud. i just want to know. did you ever truly care? the way you acted with me. you were so kind. i loved you. i loved you with my whole heart. i knew nothing about you but i knew we were tethered together. why cant i get over you. i want you back. i want you back. i want you back. i had love for a day. one singular day. one day. then i was ghosted. im sorry. i know im such a fucking idiot for imaging that you could love me. i just want to have one more piggyback ride from you. one more laugh shared between us. one more drawing. one more talk. one more shared bowl of chili. one more spoonful i feed you. one more time. just one more time. the amount of days it took you to ghost me. one. one. one. one. one. one. one. one. one. one. one more. one. one. one. please. i want you so bad. please. im begging. please. i miss you. i miss you. you ripped my heart apart. why am i such a sensitive little bitch. it was one day. why do i care so much. i should just die.