shoumapissslut

changes my account theme just a tiny bit to be my second favorite character because i can and i think its fun to change my whole theme after over 6 months of not doing anything with this account but writing smut

shoumapissslut

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im very left out and like. hated. at my church (other than by about three-four people who dont always show up and im not even sure if three of them even enjoy my company as the three of them are much closer.) and i used to try to socialize with the others but i just dont anymore. so i just sit under a table in a dark room, writing in my notebook through a sliver of light in the door. 
          
          i told my parents about how i stay under the table, and how i was called a vampire for it, and then walked away. then, basically in earshot of me, then talked in a mocking tone in my voice  about how “oh i wonder why nobody likes me” or something along the lines of that and made more comments on it. HAVE YOU CONSIDERED I FUCKING TRIED. I TRIED SO HARD. I TRIED SO FUCKING HARD TO BE FRIENDS WITH THOSE PEOPLE. IM TRYING TO BE KIND. IM TRYING. IM JUST A GENUINELY UNENJOYABLE PERSON TO BE AROUND. IM SORRY.

shoumapissslut

headcanon for shouma ginzaki: (tw for ⭐️ving.)
          
          shouma starves himself for as long as he possibly can because he feels like he deserves the intense hunger pains and nausea you get.  He also feels like he doesn’t deserve to be fed anything, as food is a waste for a useless bug like him.