shreyaswift

Guys... I neeed an urgent sad book recommendations.. Tragedy type cause I need to cry and my life decisions are not making me cry enough for now... Just suggest a really sad book please ily

heyyygirlliee

@shreyaswift I don't read sad books but I've heard ace is very sad..
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NoFixingJustRuining

@shreyaswift I've only read one sad book here and that's "August" which isn't available anymore. Btw it crushed me. Sorry I wasn't much help. And ily too
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drunkoncloud9

shreyaswift

Guys... I neeed an urgent sad book recommendations.. Tragedy type cause I need to cry and my life decisions are not making me cry enough for now... Just suggest a really sad book please ily

heyyygirlliee

@shreyaswift I don't read sad books but I've heard ace is very sad..
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NoFixingJustRuining

@shreyaswift I've only read one sad book here and that's "August" which isn't available anymore. Btw it crushed me. Sorry I wasn't much help. And ily too
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shreyaswift

Guys!! I need help. My mom and I haven't been talking for the past entire week and been avoiding each other. The thing was I had a presentation, it was a really important one for my college applications and she knew it. I have been working on it for a long time. That day, my mom's side of family came home and so there were like 6 lil cousins. I don't mind kids generally cause I am the eldest one. They were repeatedly coming into my room while I was presenting. And I couldn't lock my room because "NO ONE CLOSES DOOR IN THIS HOUSE ". So I went to her calmly and told her that please I need some privacy, please take them away and she got mad at me and told me that you don't care how much I do for you, you always embarrass me in front of everyone. Then I went to do I presentation, I messed it  up a bit cause I felt sad. We haven't talked since then. How should I apologize guys? I am awkward at communicating so I don't know. I feel bad now. HELP

shreyaswift

Aahhh... Things have been pretty hectic for me. I just returned home last month and I saw my family in over a year. I was happy to return home but now they are reminding me why I left in the first place✌. She knows really well that I don't have any friends or anything (which I am fine with now) but she always take things out on me. But I don't like to argue with her because I have given up on it. She is messed up herself and she doesn't want to seek help, she takes it all out on me on daily basis and I can't do anything about it because I don't wanna make it harder for her,I know she struggles too but I also get hurt. Most of the time I am apologizing for things and I don't even know what I did wrong in the first place. I get crippling anxiety but don't know who to talk to. 
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NoFixingJustRuining

@shreyaswift She is your mom, Idk how moms really are but... I think you should just apologize... It doesn't matter she's your mom after all, I think she'll understand where you're coming from (That's what she said. Stop.) If you apologize and talk with her................. I'm not good with giving advices乁( •_• )ㄏ
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CallmeRosh

@shreyaswift honestly I feel it's not your fault but ofcourse you have to try to sort out the situation. I admire how you are handling the situation.
            I am really bad at this but I'd suggest you to just go to her and initiate any conversation. There is no need of an ice breaker since she is your mom. 
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shreyaswift

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Okay this is fucking random and urgent!!! 
          Does anyone want to study?!!! Like need to study! Like I am a senior and I have soo much to study still I can't! Idk why. I can't seem to get any motivation because I am tired of being in this lockdown! Arghhhh... I wanna scream. They say breakup hurts and yess it doess I've been thru that but guys nothing breaks your heart more when you fail yourself in front of yourself. I can do better. I know that but I don't know when bitch!!!! 

shreyaswift

@GAY-FOR-TAYLOR bestie I understand. I also have boards and neet to give. The anxiety and pressure won't let me sleep
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author_ish_08

@shreyaswift Girl Idek anymore. I am in 12th std, I have boards, and CLAT to give. But I just can't study. If school would have been online am pretty sure I would have able to study a lot better. But being in house all day, like it's just not it yk and I get anxiety every night thinking about my failing self. Smh
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hotdemonbixh

@shreyaswift are you preparing for something? some competitive exam or..??
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Shadh_Khan

Thanks for adding my book to your list!
          
          It means so much♡(ӦvӦ。) (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤( ˘ ³˘)♥

Shadh_Khan

@shreyaswift awww swiftie gurl I'm glad!❤❤
            
            Thanks so much yee ya there!✨
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shreyaswift

I'm starting to read it 
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shreyaswift

@the_vampgal awww it's okay love... Women support each other
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