Retsu Kingsley

Acceptance Speech~Dance Gavin Dance
          
          
          Who drains the blood from my head I do, I do
          Who comes through with the meds I do, I do
          Blackened seeds you're gonna needs these, freeze
          The common ancestor 
          The pressure of industry 
          Who sleeps in the grease crease
          Wax and trails of mutual deceit
          I heard that growth was gettin weak 
          Who taps the line , records my mind, 
          Twisted agenda, align my spine
          Whose got the steeples, the people and scepters,
          the rocks on the beaches, the angles the vectors. 
          Who drains the blood from my head I do, I do
          And who accepts me as I am I do, I do
          
          Relationships are a tool that can fuel the facade over my disguise 
          Fulfill my ego I do what I do with unrelenting compromise 
          When it's all on the table you know I'll be able to duck, dodge and run and hide 
          got a good education in disinformation, adept at constructing lies.
          
          The crack on the staircase, I smoked out of boredom
          My kitchen is filled with meat and chloroform
          Squirming colors metastasize
          Upon viewing the world the fetus eats its own eyes
          
          And I will get it all on my own
          And I will get it all on my own
          
          Acting the fiction and, signing the right away, 
          Transistor electrocute, wiping the order away. 
          Awkward offensive hold, perfectly natural
          They can't speak bout my brand, because I'm dead and white
          
          I'm the one I'm the one with my hands around the gun 
          I am not afraid 
          I am not afraid 
          So what I'll die alone all right 
          So what I'll die alone all right 
          
          Woke up in a new Bugatti 
          Then I burned it
          Woke up next to Jodi Arias
          She my hood bitch
          Double it down on all the clowns trying to remake DBM
          Man you crazy
          We started this sound from Sac Town 
          Bitch you best be home by 10 
          Curfew bitch

A black rose is beautiful. Not noticed much, but there. All the attention goes to the white roses or red roses or even pink ones. The black rose gets barely any. It is my favorite type of rose. The one with the most bite. A beautiful blossom. May the thorns always protect the black rose from harm. 
          
          -Shu

Shu i made a new kik acc because of spam bots its UnknownDisaster 

I like music. I just post lyrics. I give credit to all artists. I own none of the songs I post.

The Last Fight~Bullet For My Valentine
          
          I don't wanna stand beside you
          I don't wanna try and feel the pain you're going through,
          'Til the death you'll see this through.
          
          Cold sweats, hallucinations
          I wanna scream to show
          The hell I'm going through
          The addiction's taken you
          
          Can you see me through bloodshot eyes (through bloodshot eyes)
          Should I fight for what is right or let it die?
          Now I'm choking on force fed lies
          Do I fight or let it die?
          
          I will fight, one more fight
          Don't break down in front of me.
          I will fight, will you fight?
          I am not the enemy.
          I will try one last time
          Are you listening to me?
          I will fight, the last fight
          I am not your enemy.
          
          Everyone is sick of caring
          No silver lining on the cloud that covers you
          Let it pour and soak you through
          
          No hope, just desperation
          So sit and wait for death
          And pray it takes you soon.
          The addiction's taken you.
          
          Can you see me through bloodshot eyes (through bloodshot eyes)
          Should I fight for what is right or let it die?
          Now I'm choking on force fed lies
          Do I fight or let it die?
          
          I will fight, one more fight
          Don't break down in front of me.
          I will fight, will you fight?
          I am not the enemy.
          I will try one last time
          Are you listening to me?
          I will fight, the last fight
          I am not your enemy.
          
          Can you feel me through bloodshot eyes (through bloodshot eyes)
          Should I fight another night or let it die?
          Now I'm choking on every lie.
          Do I fight or let it die?
          
          I will fight, one more fight
          Don't break down in front of me.
          I will fight, will you fight?
          I am not the enemy.
          I will try one last time
          Are you listening to me?
          I will fight, the last fight
          I am not your enemy.
          
          I am not your, not your enemy!
          I am not your enemy.
          
          
          
          

I'm traveling down a dark path. No map. No light. Many holes. I know I'll hit a big one eventually. I know it will only end in destruction. I just need...someone to save me...someone to truly love me...someone..to make something out of the nothing I've become...

Happy Valentine's Day to every single one of you. I love you all, and will be here for you all. No matter what. 

Hey J..., is there a way to dm on here?

Hi guys. Sorry about removing my poems. They weren't good, so I decided to scrap them. I'll try to have something for you guys to read, but it might be the new year by that time. Thanks for following, even though it's an empty account. Stay strong. I love you all. ^•^

hugs are amazing...