Remus

i’m about to have a break down because everything just feels wrong. everything i touch just doesn’t feel right and i-

well more like good late night to those who are still awake (1:51am for me)

good evening

deadass, i haven’t been on this account in months i-

acab.

okay honestly i’m done with 2020. like the whole lgbt+ attack that’s supposed to happen on June 1st is so annoying. not like in a mean way. i understand why people are scared and are privating their accounts. i however am not simply because i’d like to see them try to fucking touch me. Because frankly i don’t give a fresh fuck about what anyone says to me over the fucking internet. If i get any sort of threatening message then i guess it happened. Nothing phases me anymore and i’m not gonna stand for this shit. I’m done being afraid of who i am and what I stand for. i’m not gonna let some low-lives bully me over the internet when they don’t even fucking know me.

i know that this might not matter to a lot of people, but as of about 30 minutes ago, i turned 15. this has been a huge milestone for me since i never thought that i was gonna ever make it to 15. i mean shit after 3 attempts with one being extremely recent, i never thought that i would survive to now. back in 3rd grade i was certain that i was gonna off myself by the time i reached highschool simply because a piece of my innocence was taken from me by my male teacher. i never thought that i would be where i am today. i’ve been through so much shit and i’m barely here. i mean i’ve met so many different people and i’ve been used in so many different ways that it’s fucking crazy. i don’t like the person that we’ve become but i guess that we’ll just bare with it. shit i mean yeah we could change it but with what’s going on now? that’s out of the question. i wish that we had a better childhood and that people didn’t take advantage of us. shit sorry for this being so long. we love you all of you!

do i exist? no, no i don’t 

i’m t i r e d

get nae nae’d nerds