shyanekeller

Trying Something new here! No AAD stories at the moment but i did post a new work! 
          	
          	https://www.wattpad.com/1453129792-if-you-forget-i-will-remember-chapter-1
          	
          	Stay Safe everyone! 

shyanekeller

Will there be any new updates?: At this time No, but I do hope to come back to this account soon. 
          Will I still be active on my other pages?: Yes
          Will I answer messages: Yes
          Do I give permission to post my stories elsewhere or to copy them or to finish them to anyone else? No 
          
          I noticed that this is becoming a big problem for inactive accounts on here. While I am happy that people love my stories, they are not to be republished, rewritten, or continued to be written by anyone but myself. If you find my stories elsewhere please let me know! 
          
          Honestly I still have so much love for this fandom and all of you, but I just can't damage my mental health right now. I hope that everyone understands and can forgive me and will still be here when the stories are updated again. 
          
          At this time I am posting stories on A03 for a different fandom and I'm hoping to continue to heal enough that I will be able to come back here again. 
          
          Thank you so much for all the love and support and I promise I will come back. 
          
          If anyone is interested in following my other accounts I will be happy to provide a link to them in a private message. I do not want to take the risk of that person finding my accounts again despite blocking them. 
          
          Thank you all so much once again, and as always. Until next time
          
          Stay Safe❤

Edward8881

@shyanekeller I completely agree something like this needs to be done by you only and if they did try to harass you again then I'm here for you 
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shyanekeller

Ok so it's been a while. And I don't know if anyone keeps up with this page anymore..or reads my stuff. But I thought I would just go ahead and post an update and maybe an explanation for my prolonged absence. 
          
          So as some of you know, most of my fics have not been updated in almost a year. The reason for that is, I just can't bring myself to write them. I still love AAD and I always will and I am forever grateful for the people i've met and the love i've received. 
          
          This account, these stories used to be my happy place. But as a few of you are aware, a really bad experience with someone I used to consider a friend changed that. I tried to break it off with them, but even after I did they continued to stalk and harass me via my curious cat account and A03 account. 
          
          I won't lie to you things got really bad with my  mental health, and I almost made a permanent mistake many times over the last year. When I realized that most of the fear and bad feelings were stemming from what happened and feeling unsafe online. I took a step back. 
          
          I decided that I would move to another fandom, create another account, and attempt to get back into writing fanfics in a less triggering atmosphere. I am pleased to say it has somewhat worked and I feel a little better. 
          
          I logged in here for the first time today to see if maybe I could do it, if I could read my stories and maybe pick up where I left off. However as soon as I opened one of the stories, memories came back and I ended up right back in that dark headspace. 
          
          I just don't think i'm ready yet, and I don't feel the passion for my stories that I used too. 
          
          If you made it this far, you might be asking yourself what this means for the future of this account. 
          
          I'm no really about everything but I have decided some things: 
          
          Is the account closing? No
          Are the stories being removed? No
          Do I still love AAD? Yes
          Will I come back to this fandom: I don't know but I want to
          Do I love and appreciate every single one of you? Yes

Edward8881

@shyanekeller I just want you to know that you are always gonna be my favourite writer and that I'm very aware of what happened recently and I will always support you even tho myself isn't reading like before cause of life and stuff but you are my favourite writer and I want you to know that it's completely ok to take time to heal and when you are ready I will be here waiting 
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shyanekeller

Hello again! 
          
          Im not sure anyone still reads or keeps up with this page but I just wanted to let everyone know that while i am not writing AAD fics at this moment. (I still love them i just need time to heal from past experiences with certain people.) I will come back to it i promise! 
          
          I have opened a new account for my 911 fics! It is called @ThoseTwoFirefighters If you guys are interested in 911 please feel free to take a look❤ I am currently doing the advent calendar challenge! 
          
          Thank you all so much again for all your amazing support and as always until next time
          
          Stay Safe❤

Edward8881

@shyanekeller that's all ok we all need our time to heal I will be waiting for you yo.get better ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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shyanekeller

Hello everyone! Quick announcement here, I have decided to do Whumptober! However it will only be 9-1-1 and it will only be posted to A03❤ I did try to do some AAD stuff for it but i just don't seem to have the joy i used to have when it comes to writing about them. I am hoping it is only temporary however in the meantime all new stories will be 9-1-1 and posted to A03.  Once whumptober is over i may transfer the 9-1-1 fics here. Thank you all so much for your continued support and as always until next time
          
          Stay Safe❤❤

shyanekeller

Hello everyone! Apologies for being away again but my physical and mental health have not been too great lately. I am still planning to update however especially Save Me since it has been almost a year since the last update (oops hides face in embarrassment) time flies! I will also be doing whumptober for the first time this year! Now it will be a mix of AAD and 911 and I'm not sure if i will post it here or on my A03 page so I will put the link here for those of you who don't follow me there yet just in case I do end up posting there instead! I hope everyone is well and I am looking forward to sharing more stories and updating again once my health improves❤ Thank you all so much for your continued support and if there's a fic you want updated please let me know below :)
          
          Alright everyone until next time as always 
          
          Stay Safe❤
          
          A03: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Nobody_Owens

Edward8881

@shyanekeller there's nothing wrong with needing time ... all of us need that break and that's okay and I think your mental and physical health are the priorities so I can't wait for the updatesssss but take your time 
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shyanekeller

Hello Everyone!! 
          
          I have a VIA (Very Important Announcement) ❤
          
          As you know for the last 3-4 years this account has been strictly Ant and Dec content. And while I am so so so grateful and humbled by the overwhelming amount of support I have received these past few years, I feel it is time to make a small change. 
          
          Starting today this account as well as my others will be involved in 2 fandoms! ❤❤ AAD and 9-1-1/Buddie. Ant and Dec and their shows and beautiful relationship bring me so much comfort and joy. But so does 9-1-1 and Buck/Eddie. 
          
          I want to show my support and love for both! ❤
          
          So what exactly does this mean? 
          
          Are my Ant/Dec stories and content going away? No! 
          Will I still make stories and content about AAD? Yes! 
          Do I still love AAD and see them as my idols? Of course! ❤
          
          All this means is that now there will be 9-1-1/Buddie content posted alongside my AAD content. This is happening across all my accounts including socials! 
          
          I will always love and support AAD they hold a very very special place in my heart and life, they saved me alongside a very special friend of mine(He knows who he is❤) 
          
          I will ALWAYS love and support them and post content and stories for them! 
          
          I really really hope you all will continue to support me on this amazing journey and on the next leg of it! It really means the world and I love you all and I am so honored to be here and share my stories with you ❤
          
          All user and account names will remain the same and ALL current stories WILL be updated! I will also be adding new AAD stories as well as 9-1-1 stories. I am hoping to drop some new updates next week! 
          
          Thank you all so so so much once again for all the love and support and I really hope to see you all soon! 
          
          Until next time, as always
          
          Stay Safe❤❤❤

daphreak

@shyanekeller thats cool
            Im sure u do well in both✨️
            The more fandoms the better hehe
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