Hi every one happy new year 
2020 !!!!!!!!!!
I AM Back sorry i was gone for so long i will try to make more stories
oh by the way I feel alone for some odd reason !I don;t understand why 
may  have some thing to do with the people I  need to smile or feel happy around make me feel okay with out those people i feel abandon or lost stuck in a world of loneliness sorrow of not feeling  happy  I feel the need to have those people with out the people that make me happy  or smile I feel upset I end up quiet I have 
some type of emotional feeling about this  I fear with out those positive thoughts or people I need to be in my life it make;s me feel empty and very upset  and recently I feel I been needed certain people to make me feel okay 
and tell me every thing;s going to be okay its so hard to feel alright when you 
already know those important people run out of you;r life to stray away from you Iḿ sorry everyone since i know some of you enjoy reading my stories oh and by the way i love music im oliver  amy dalas i will set sail across the sea I do sing but not in front of people im stage fright but  i draw I create playlist of course because like I said I love music i suck at spelling sorry about that guys you may notice mistakes I make on my terrible spelling but thatś besides the point i get creative and draw and I happen to feel very  yea most of my thoughts are on this love and very many thanks for all uŕ support x33