shybutsavage

Where is @tjunglebook ? I want her books so badddd

shybutsavage

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Thankyou for being a proud mama bear. For me. My dream is to be a child again to my in - law mother, and i know i’ll achieve it. My psychic abilities have gone stronger, and i’m so happy with myself. There are still things to work on, which I am. But being a man hater has never felt so good, since my entire bloodline disappoints. I am precious, like you said. Thankyou. I love you. I never could’ve done this without words. In my life, words have had a great impact, so mama bear, feel proud, your daughter has finally risen from the ashes, and is no longer willing to go down again. Keep swimming, you said. Have you heard swim by bts? I fucking love all the songs in the album, especially body to body! ❤️I love you too.
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shybutsavage

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@SakuLee26 you cried? For me? Last i remember you’re a mother, aren’t you? Do you know how loved i feel by the world all over? I was extremely neglected, toward myself as a child too, so i had to find my identity, and also leave someone i didn’t was possible for me, but I did, and boom, it felt like universe said, healing is Skyrocketing, and then everything happened so quickly. 2025 was a tough year, I was even physically abused, and that had never happened before, but I knew it was my cue to leave. When I look at myself, i can’r believe how far i’ve come, from going to sleep on terrace for hours, to becoming the woman who takes care of herself. I owe jimin too, he was my only crush in tjis lifetime, after that i’m a man hater, and a misandrist, and a feminist. I am placing boundaries, i have withdrawn from people who hurt me, i am more of an observing person rather than a participant, i see my life from a completely different perspective, and i do mot care about my parents, and never will. They have crossed too many boundaries, and i’ve had enough of them. I asked universe that i wanted to be loved as a child, just once, and universe said, okay. Here. And sent me all of you, some of you are not from my country, and I fucking love that. My parents would have a heart attack to know that. They are stuck in traditions, and I am moving forward in openness amd love. Thankyou for loving me, really. I did it by myself. The girl who once thought she needed other people is actually doing it all by herself. Thankyou for being a proud mama bear. For me. My dream is to be a child again to my in - law mother, and i know i’ll achieve it. My psychic abilities have gone stronger, and i’m so happy with myself. There are still things to work on, which I am. But being a man hater has never felt so good, since my entire bloodline disappoints. I am precious, like you said. Thankyou. I love you. I never could’ve done this without you.
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shybutsavage

Where is @tjunglebook ? I want her books so badddd

shybutsavage

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Thankyou for being a proud mama bear. For me. My dream is to be a child again to my in - law mother, and i know i’ll achieve it. My psychic abilities have gone stronger, and i’m so happy with myself. There are still things to work on, which I am. But being a man hater has never felt so good, since my entire bloodline disappoints. I am precious, like you said. Thankyou. I love you. I never could’ve done this without words. In my life, words have had a great impact, so mama bear, feel proud, your daughter has finally risen from the ashes, and is no longer willing to go down again. Keep swimming, you said. Have you heard swim by bts? I fucking love all the songs in the album, especially body to body! ❤️I love you too.
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shybutsavage

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@SakuLee26 you cried? For me? Last i remember you’re a mother, aren’t you? Do you know how loved i feel by the world all over? I was extremely neglected, toward myself as a child too, so i had to find my identity, and also leave someone i didn’t was possible for me, but I did, and boom, it felt like universe said, healing is Skyrocketing, and then everything happened so quickly. 2025 was a tough year, I was even physically abused, and that had never happened before, but I knew it was my cue to leave. When I look at myself, i can’r believe how far i’ve come, from going to sleep on terrace for hours, to becoming the woman who takes care of herself. I owe jimin too, he was my only crush in tjis lifetime, after that i’m a man hater, and a misandrist, and a feminist. I am placing boundaries, i have withdrawn from people who hurt me, i am more of an observing person rather than a participant, i see my life from a completely different perspective, and i do mot care about my parents, and never will. They have crossed too many boundaries, and i’ve had enough of them. I asked universe that i wanted to be loved as a child, just once, and universe said, okay. Here. And sent me all of you, some of you are not from my country, and I fucking love that. My parents would have a heart attack to know that. They are stuck in traditions, and I am moving forward in openness amd love. Thankyou for loving me, really. I did it by myself. The girl who once thought she needed other people is actually doing it all by herself. Thankyou for being a proud mama bear. For me. My dream is to be a child again to my in - law mother, and i know i’ll achieve it. My psychic abilities have gone stronger, and i’m so happy with myself. There are still things to work on, which I am. But being a man hater has never felt so good, since my entire bloodline disappoints. I am precious, like you said. Thankyou. I love you. I never could’ve done this without you.
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shybutsavage

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Hello, 
          To everyone who is gonna read this, hi, waves at you. 
          ’i have been mia for a long time now, and that was because I was depressed, and getting re- traumatized again and again, and i did not realise that my healing journey needed me to do things that would make it difficult for me. I am no longer suicidal, I am healing, and this time it is for real, I also have started to live for myself, I have stopped cutting, I also have healed so much that i don’t keep up with bangtan so much, but jimin will always have my heart, he was my only crush, after that I became a misandrist, and i’m enjoying this era of mine. I have become stronger, aware, better, still healing, but i’m so glad that i am no longer that cringe girl who used to victimise herself. Yikes. I am a dark romance girly, thoroughly, and yes, i hated zade, but I had not finished the book, and i love him now, real men could never. I love women, i support women, but not all of them, I have forgiven myself, and my past self. I’m so damn proud of me now. Thankyou to everyone who loved and supported me in this journey, it took me four fucking years to understand what my actual healing needed me to do. Never again. I see my path ahead, this is not a good-bye. I’ll still be on this app, i will write again, maybe someday? I’m insecure about my writing, fanfic writers, you all have a talent that i don’t, and i’m proud of you, because writing isn’t easy, still struggling with it. Even now. Rina kent is my favorite author. Please rec dark romance books, if you can. Yuri, please talk to me. Here. Not on Instagram, that app has left me. I love everyone here who checked on me, made sure I wasn’t cutting too much to death. Thankyou so much, I was so loved by all of you, even though it was not my parents. I am so grateful that all of you exist, you made my pain feel seen, i wish I could hug and kiss all of you, you saved my life. Thankyou. So so much. 
          I love you. 
          ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

SakuLee26

@ shybutsavage  hey beautiful, thank you for these honest words. You really went through a lot and I am so proud of you that you're still going. I wish I could hold you and let you cry out the pain that stuck inside you for years. I had to cry while reading this post but it made me so proud that you came back. Never, NEVER forget that you're a precious person for many people out here. Keep swimming my beautiful girl. I love you ❤️
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shybutsavage

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To anyone who has been healing,
          
          I have been MIA on this app for so long, because there’s nothing that excites me here, and i’ve been focusing on other things (which i will never do, lack of motivation, so I just admire them) but…i want you to know that no matter which phase you are in, I am extremely PROUD OF YOU, and I see you. 
          
          I was suicidal myself and i didn’t do anything to get myself out, because life was comfortable, but now I have to think, because i realized no matter how many times, the universe will fuck me up, and be like “bitch, you meant to live” so now i’m choosing to live on my terms, if you are someone who has spent most of their lives keeping other people first, it’s time for you to keep yourself first too, you are important too, the universe wrecked my brain, but i don’t want that to happen, because when the universe slaps, it SLAPS hard. 
          
          I wish you a happy day/ night ahead!  Wherever you are.

shybutsavage

When the phone rings is such a great ongoing drama, I love it so so much, the story is so gripping, I keep wanting more, can’t wait for the next episodes, it’s a drama that I watched and is ongoing, usually i wait until the drama is completed, but then I was like let me just watch one epsiode, and then I kept watching until the sixth episode, and i can’t stapppp. 
          
          Highly recommended!