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Should i start another kookjin or jinmin story. I have the plot in mind. 

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Is it just me Or most of the people in our fandom are broken souls who need healing. Everyone I know in this fandom is broken one way or another. It's like we heal each other and bts is what gives us strength and brings us together. Hyuniee and abby are 2 wonderful people I've met. I met many more and I'm friends with many more people but these two are very dear to me. I love army so much. You guys give me strength. 

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RIP SULLIE 
          Sullis death was a very devastating turn in the kpop world and everywhere around. she was a beloved star but some stupid cyberbullies thought it would be a good idea to criticize her and mock her. She was in depression from a long time and had burdens because she was a child star and always had to be in the spotlight. The pressure was too much for her, and its completely understandable. She gave up her own life. this is what hurts the most. She didn't have anyone to talk to. She was all alone. And now, we have lost her. We all lost one more of our beloved kpop star. I've always loved f(x), and sullie was my bias wreacker.  Wherever you are sullie please rest in peace. You are at last free from this cruel world. Those fake ass people don't deserve you. I will always love you sullie. My QUEEN. Rest in peace.

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is there a way out. is there a way anywhere. it all seems meaningless. hope. its the only thing i wish to have. without hope everything is in vain. a battle not with anyone else but myself. yes it ends in bloodshed and plenty wounds and scars that i will always carry with me. i am at such a point where my bestfriend is my blade. my razor. it looks wrong but for me it is one of the only source to replace the pain inside with external pain. i wish i never existed.