Shy

Hi wow it's been like 3 years since I joined this and uhhhhh that's cool

I just realized that it's been more than 2 years since I joined here. Pretty crazy.

Update on my life:
          -I'm obsessed with Broadway(Currently Be More Chill)
          -I got my Chromebook reset, so I can use this now
          -I'm super gay(still)
          -I'm super sorry about not being able to do anything for months. 
          Thanks for sticking around, my dudes.
          ~Shy

Wowie so life has been busy. I haven't officially done anything on here since September. So hi boos 

Anybody else just so extremely SICK AND TIRED AND FRUSTRATED BECAUSE SAME 

Any other Mystic Messenger addicts out dere? Who r u going after? Personally, I'm after everybody except Jumin atm because HE WONT FLIRT BACK UNLIKE EVERYBODY ELSE (except V because ew no) 

*Snort*
          WHERE MAH PIZZA ROLLS AT?
          I wanna play Xbox 

A shiver shaking my frigid shoulders,
          My hands clasped tightly around an old mug, the lettering on it too faded to make out. 
          My eyes slip over to the glass that separates my shivering soul from the gusts of wind and rain,
          Wishing it would stop for a moment
          And let the sun shine through again.
          
          And sometimes I wish to myself
          That sugary sweets and sunshine would slide down my windows,
          Instead of the melancholy teardrops from heaven that flood my soul with sadness
          
          Sometimes I look to the sky and start to feel like those windows,
          Because the raindrops slipping down them have somehow started to slide down my cheeks as well, 
          Their salty spice attacking my tastebuds as they drop onto my lips and slip to my tongue. 
          
          Sometimes I complain about the storms, 
          Joke about the rainy day gloom that settles over my silent house when the clouds fall. 
          Laugh as I sing old rhymes to make it go away.
          
          But those teardrops from heaven sliding down onto my windowsill make me sad when they dry. 
          Because sometimes I wish that the rain would never leave me,
          Never leave me to face the silence without the pitter-patter of raindrops against the roof,
          Never leave me to sit, lonely, without a sudden crash of thunder to make me jump and laugh at myself,
          Never leave me to not have an excuse for the watery drops falling to Earth from my eyelids. 
          
          So sometimes I wish the rain would stay,
          Not to be replaced by candy or light
          And sometimes I wish the rain wouldn't go,
          To leave me in the depressingly lonely darkness of night. 

Can anybody tell me how the hell I am supposed to get a C- to a B- in about a week? I HATE MATH

Sometimes you have to break down to build yourself up stronger.