shqzrin

I think I do have my human medicine, 
          tapi people say ubat dipateh makan kelak imune hihi
          
          and in my situation, I could never be immune to my human medicine. It's otherwise which makes me scared. 

i actually have no words to explain what i want and what I'm feeling, so I won't blame anyone for not understanding me
          
          
          and lowkey, hoping that one day, someone will be able to understand even when im not using my words properly. 
          
          and for now, i will still be that woman who is scared to ask and show... 

selamat hari lahir, shazrin. 
          
          i don't wanna make birthday a huge deal because it isn't but I cant help to feel lonely. how more of a loneliness can I get at this point of life? hehehe 
          
          apa pun, 
          
          Happiest birthday, Shazrin. 
          Terima kasih kerana masih hidup dan menghadapi, 
          Terima kasih kerana masih kuat dan menyanggupi, 
          Terima kasih, untuk setiap hari yang kau pilih untuk masih bertahan dan menjalani. 
          
          Semoga akan selalu bahagia, dan tak sunyi lagi.