shzrkliver

Had a dream where some sort of “friend of the family” isolated me and tried doing things, so I ran out the house, snatched up a box or two from the kitchen, grabbed my long board (because for whatever reason i can ride long boards in my dreams) and started getting out of that side of the neighborhood as fast as possible. I just kept going straight, looking and thinking of different places i could hide…until i saw someone i recognized. He was my cousin in a recent dream, but this time he was a can’t-go-home kid i was friends with who hung around the same spot down the road. We ended up sitting down by the bus stop sign in the dying grass, and he started laughing while trying to explain that the only thing he had was a box of cookies with him. And i started laughing harder when I placed my two boxes of cookies and brownies on top of his because sure, we both really like them, and i planned to drop by here anyway…but we had both chosen sweets when running out the house. It was a good ending to such a negative dream.. and i woke up with an absurd amount of drool 

shzrkliver

That kid is a real kid who goes on my bus. Every time I see him i feel some sort of “you’re ok, and I’m here for you” thing, which is funny considering I’ve never talked to him before (or had reason to). Maybe I’ll see him again later on in life, and he’ll become a good friend of mine. I think that would be even cooler
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shzrkliver

Had a dream where some sort of “friend of the family” isolated me and tried doing things, so I ran out the house, snatched up a box or two from the kitchen, grabbed my long board (because for whatever reason i can ride long boards in my dreams) and started getting out of that side of the neighborhood as fast as possible. I just kept going straight, looking and thinking of different places i could hide…until i saw someone i recognized. He was my cousin in a recent dream, but this time he was a can’t-go-home kid i was friends with who hung around the same spot down the road. We ended up sitting down by the bus stop sign in the dying grass, and he started laughing while trying to explain that the only thing he had was a box of cookies with him. And i started laughing harder when I placed my two boxes of cookies and brownies on top of his because sure, we both really like them, and i planned to drop by here anyway…but we had both chosen sweets when running out the house. It was a good ending to such a negative dream.. and i woke up with an absurd amount of drool 

shzrkliver

That kid is a real kid who goes on my bus. Every time I see him i feel some sort of “you’re ok, and I’m here for you” thing, which is funny considering I’ve never talked to him before (or had reason to). Maybe I’ll see him again later on in life, and he’ll become a good friend of mine. I think that would be even cooler
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shzrkliver

I dont like coloring because I’ve forgotten how to paint or render and now I can’t figure out what’s happening anymore. In this weird in between of wanting line art but also wanting to paint over it.. nvm the style of it. I can’t stand how I draw rn

shzrkliver

currently going for Mao Isaka’s “Dream of A Nutcracker” because the fit is kind of really freakin cool compared to everyone else in the game. Toy soldier designs have a special place in my mind during Christmas time..

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Update: I did end up getting it
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shzrkliver

wasted 4 days and his ass leaves on Tuesday..
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shzrkliver

1/3 of the way there will I succeed?? Idk, it’s the 28th and the event ends on… 1/1 I think?
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shzrkliver

story was good right up until he quoted the stupid freaking alpha male crap word for word to the girl. “Yk I can’t contain myself when i” SHUT UHUUP

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essentially the mc’s lost their brains and resorted to primal instinct and stupidity 
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AND THE GIRL—the fake gf demanded a kiss right then and there after hearing all that but started crying and asked why he stopped which was just so stupid…HE STOPPED CAUSE YOU FORCED IT AND STARTED BALLING i
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i dropped it after he went and made out with his ex while actively fake dating a girl TWICE and then tellin her that it was because he thought he could feel the same thing with his ex that he felt with the fake gf but that it WASNT true
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shzrkliver

Had a dream where we were on a trip with my choir and a kid from my class wanted to be friends, to which I said something like “oh, wel, we’ve talked a bit but that was it…” and he went on to say that he intended to keep a conversation going so then I was like “oh, ok” and then some of the girls yelled me over to go eat with them, and he disappeared somewhere, so when I finally got my food I went looking for em and found nobody. So then I went back to the parking lot on a whim to see if the guy might’ve been watching something in his car for lunch and accidentally found him conversing with a friend of his in the car, and I speed walked back to the food tents. Dream over

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awkward interactions? Yes. A reflection of an awkward interaction that actually happened with another classmate (Not the same one)? Yes.
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shzrkliver

anyway so as a reminder I’m going to look into !! This break for anatomy, coloring and.. clothes folds ig. It seems like a pretty good place to start over 

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she won’t but it’ll be an awkward conversation as I tell her in a depressed expression that I forgot to tell her what I wanted for Christmas
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this message may be offensive
OMGG I FOROGT TO TEXT NINA OMG SHES GONNA KILL ME NEXT TIME I SEE HER IM SCARED IM SCAREDD SHES GONNA KILL ME
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shzrkliver

would be epic if I got jjk something (hint, hint, i could be getting something geek related along with the normal stuff I asked for)
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