Hi to all, I'm totally exhausted right now, but it's good, hopefully. I'm having a sleep deprived eeg done in the morning, basically it's a scan that looks at my brain waves to find out what's wrong, I need to be awake for 24 hours before it is done and I have to do it without caffeine!!! Yikes.... I'm also nursing the baby so it's even harder snuggling in a dimly lit room on a cold night, my sleepy, snoring baby nuzzling... This is going to be a lonnnng night lol.
If you want to know why, unfortunately the worst thing that could happen to a writer is happening to me, I'm losing my memory, my vocabulary and basically who I am. We have noticed a decline for a while now and we're trying to find out what's wrong. My doctor says that she believes tomorrow's scan is "critical".
I guess I'm writing this more for myself, I have always used writing as a way to express myself as I have never felt comfortable or confident enough to do it any other way, I'm writing this to understand it myself as it seems I can only ever understand something when it is written in front of me where I can read it, analyse it and so digest it.
I haven't had a chance to up load any more short stories... I am sorry for this. But the truth is, these may be my last. I hope whoever reads this can take the time to read and enjoy my books, it actually means so much to me.
Thank you.
