sidehoesss

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HOLY SHIT CAITLYN IS FLAWLess

sidehoesss

Honestly today couldn't have come at a more awful time. My mom died a while ago and today was her birthday so I was just sad and depro about that and top it all off, I lost all my friends because they all turned into potheads and proper bitches so I've been like mourning my life for the past few days and now this Zayn thing.  Damn I respect his decision but I still had to see him. K was gonna see him this weekend. Damn it. I just. He deserves the world and in actual fact the world doesn't deserve him. I'm just so torn and I'm just glad we have the four boys left. But it will never be the same. Zayn will always be my savior and the reason I crack a smile once in a while and I cackle at my own jokes. He's honestly the reason I've survived and was able to escape a lot of things. He's saved me and sucks I couldn't do the same for him I honestly don't know how I'll continue the rest of my life knowing that but I'm trying to get by. 
          
          Jesus Henry Christ I love you so much Zayn Malik.