sidra_sensei

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I'm going through the most difficult phase in my life again...I don't know what to do at all. I have my psychology exam in exactly 2.5 hours from now and I'm anything but prepared. I couldn't focus at all. Exactly one month from now on 27th of may I saw this guy for the last time and I miss him to the point of crying everyday. I can't even write in diaries anymore because even that feels fake. Everything reminds me of him after he ghosted me out of nowhere. This shit physically hurts but I don't know what to do. I feel so alone...

sidra_sensei

@NatalieRomain thankyou Natalie although I can't seem to forget him as of now but I hope I'll be well in future because things are rough it's been a month since he left and I have no idea of his whereabouts and it genuinely hurts. As you said I'll try to forget him but I know it'll take time for that. Please feel free to talk to me whenever you want and let's hope for the best of our futures 
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NatalieRomain

Hi, I know I'm late but I hope you’re doing better now. Please don’t stress yourself out too much, keep going, everything will be alright soon. Give yourself some time to heal and relax, do things you enjoy and have fun. Also, don’t think about the guy too much, I know it’s hard, but keeping yourself busy might help u(he's really shitty for ghosting u like that) . Don’t take things too deeply, it’ll harm u mentally really badly, I do it all the time but I'm trying to change. I'm really sensitive and always think about each thing people said to me seriously and it has made a huge impact in my life. I try to do things that make me happy to stop thinking about it too much and it has really helped me. I hope u did great on your exams!! Wish u all the luck and happiness
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sidra_sensei

@certifiedtoelicker thankyou so much I can't explain how much these words calmed me yesterday...I felt so numb yet burned up in anxiety. I really do hope everything goes well in future but I know it will take time. All of the burdens attacked me suddenly. It is tough to be honest because I think of him every passing hour. But time heals everything. Maybe July will get things to be better and I'll heal. As my exams I'll work harder on the proceeding ones and please don't forget to hit me up whenever you need someone to talk to. I'll be here <3
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sidra_sensei

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I'm going through the most difficult phase in my life again...I don't know what to do at all. I have my psychology exam in exactly 2.5 hours from now and I'm anything but prepared. I couldn't focus at all. Exactly one month from now on 27th of may I saw this guy for the last time and I miss him to the point of crying everyday. I can't even write in diaries anymore because even that feels fake. Everything reminds me of him after he ghosted me out of nowhere. This shit physically hurts but I don't know what to do. I feel so alone...

sidra_sensei

@NatalieRomain thankyou Natalie although I can't seem to forget him as of now but I hope I'll be well in future because things are rough it's been a month since he left and I have no idea of his whereabouts and it genuinely hurts. As you said I'll try to forget him but I know it'll take time for that. Please feel free to talk to me whenever you want and let's hope for the best of our futures 
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NatalieRomain

Hi, I know I'm late but I hope you’re doing better now. Please don’t stress yourself out too much, keep going, everything will be alright soon. Give yourself some time to heal and relax, do things you enjoy and have fun. Also, don’t think about the guy too much, I know it’s hard, but keeping yourself busy might help u(he's really shitty for ghosting u like that) . Don’t take things too deeply, it’ll harm u mentally really badly, I do it all the time but I'm trying to change. I'm really sensitive and always think about each thing people said to me seriously and it has made a huge impact in my life. I try to do things that make me happy to stop thinking about it too much and it has really helped me. I hope u did great on your exams!! Wish u all the luck and happiness
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sidra_sensei

@certifiedtoelicker thankyou so much I can't explain how much these words calmed me yesterday...I felt so numb yet burned up in anxiety. I really do hope everything goes well in future but I know it will take time. All of the burdens attacked me suddenly. It is tough to be honest because I think of him every passing hour. But time heals everything. Maybe July will get things to be better and I'll heal. As my exams I'll work harder on the proceeding ones and please don't forget to hit me up whenever you need someone to talk to. I'll be here <3
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loveykyeom

Happy new year dear! ✨

loveykyeom

@fullsunislove yw and sure! Tc much:) 
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sidra_sensei

@fullsunislove aww tysm dear it made me feel better fr hope you're doing well too let's text sometime :)
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loveykyeom

@fullsunislove you need not apologize.. that's fine ... oh and damn was your wp acc hacked?! I m doing well but might as well cryin with exams too lol. Btw all the best for your exams (。•̀ᴗ-)✧
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Jaehyuksbestie

A star has 5 ends
          A square has 4 ends
          A mine has 2 ends
          
          But a circle of friendship has no end
          Send this to all your friends (me too if I am one)
          
          If you get this back 5 times you are a good friend
          If you get it back 10 times you are popular
          If you get it back 19 times dang I am jealous 

sidra_sensei

2baddies was good but just not my cup of tea tbh....I kinda miss kick it era.
          Markhyuck and yuta biaswrecked me damn hard again but it would've been better if haechan got more lines.
          Lastly Jahyun's singing>>>> his rap

Yari_06_yor

@sidra890123 ..wow i just remembered..that ..i had gotten the notification but still ignored it ....gotta watch it later on ...
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emzi1em

@sidra890123 ikr but like Jaehyun singing was so GOOD
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sidra_sensei

A present for all of you on my birthday!
          
          Go check out PROTECT YOU and don't forget to share if you liked the intro or not.
          
          We can be friends on insta:  shine39765 since I'm more active there nowadays ( ◜‿◝ )♡

sidra_sensei

@jaemsarmpits aww thank you sooo much ( ◜‿◝ )♡
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sidra_sensei

@Joshuashua_everybody thank you bby. I did have a great day tbh <3
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jaemsarmpits

Happy birthday baby❤️ 
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sidra_sensei

Y'all I made it to the merits in my entrance exam.
          Safe to say I will officially become a college student by next week :)))

loveykyeom

@sidra890123 woah girl *_* that sounds damn good! Especially the archaic literature... Something I have heard different. 
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sidra_sensei

@IHeartJayWhyPapi thank you soooo much but jeez man I ain't gonna forget y'all ever (⊃。•́‿•̀。)⊃
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maanisheikh2908

Hey! Thankyou for checking out my story!! 
          It's just a small story i had in my mind and with the help my friend i am writing it

maanisheikh2908

@sidra890123 thankyou ⋋✿ ⁰ o ⁰ ✿⋌
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sidra_sensei

@maanisheikh2908 oh I'll make sure to read it then ;)
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sidra_sensei

Yesterday my entire friend group consisting all of my ex-classmates had lots of fun, having gone through multiple rides at an amusement park and enjoying an arcade as well...my closest friends of 4+ years even posted it on their instagram later that day...
          
          
          Idk how to feel because I was the only one not invited.

Jaehyuksbestie

@sidra890123 I did find them finally both in offline and online I'm sure you'll find those friends too who understands even your flaws and help you improve them but if you ever feel like you need a person to listen to you ranting about anything I'm always available just dm me about whatever you're feeling (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
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sidra_sensei

@Jaehyuksbestie I too hope that you get better with time and find great friends as well and thank you so much for the writing appreciation ily <3
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sidra_sensei

@sassylucas thank you so much bby I really appreciate your care and tysm I'll make sure to leave them if they dare to come back (◠‿◕)
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sidra_sensei

Hello there~ 
          I'm so glad that PHILOPHOBIA reached past chapter 30 and people are actually liking it.. I feel so happy by every reply and comment tysm <3 
          Please don't mind me for the next part because I'm just here to dump my boring life in here :^)
          So basically I had been feeling sudden palpitations at night with extreme shivering for the past few days so I went to the cardiologist yesterday and I feel at ease that everything turned out well after the ecg. Hopefully I'll be more productive and update sooner from now onwards ᕙ(`▽´)ᕗ

sidra_sensei

@strawberrytaffy10 thank you for caring about me but don't worry just a bit of medication and I'll be completely alright :)
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strawberrytaffy10

@sidra890123 omg. Thank god it turned out okay. i hope you're doing okay
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