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the story ended right when it started.
          	the story started right when it ended.
          	
          	these are not love letters.
          	and it will remain unread.
          	
          	--
          	
          	i officially marked anemoia as completed :)
          	i've finished another story, and this is really meaningful to me.
          	let's just pretend i posted this and the last chapter at 11/11
          	hindi lang ako nakatiis kasi more than a week pa from now.
          	natapos nang maaga. lahat.
          	
          	

sielario

the story ended right when it started.
          the story started right when it ended.
          
          these are not love letters.
          and it will remain unread.
          
          --
          
          i officially marked anemoia as completed :)
          i've finished another story, and this is really meaningful to me.
          let's just pretend i posted this and the last chapter at 11/11
          hindi lang ako nakatiis kasi more than a week pa from now.
          natapos nang maaga. lahat.
          
          

sielario

the 30th letter posted...
          
          anemoia is halfway there and as a celebration...
          
          https://x.com/kbnt_official?t=1eVAXkWJDD5WPOx1RqLb-A&s=09
          
          this is the official twitter account of KBNT. i will be posting there— things that are related to the story and this fictional group, but not really part of the story (seb's letters). including but not limited to:
          
          * spotify links of KBNT's albums (inspo)
          * pics like album art, concept photos, logo, and other edits
          * videos ??? yata  ? pag sinipag
          * other links ! other faqs ? 
          * moreeee ! basta i'll make it their page u can follow ^^
          
          10.20 ang date tomorrow, that's twice anniv and kbnt's debut so yeahhhh the postings will start tomorrow 
          
          
          

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SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT⭐️
          
          Hello, this is KBNT.
          
          After much consideration and deep reflection on who you are to us, we are beyond excited to officially reveal our fandom name: TALA✨️.
          
          In Filipino, TALA is the word for "star," and just like stars that shine in the night sky, our fans illuminate our journey— our source of energy and motivation in every chapter of our story. Every stage, every song, every new world we explore— TALA has been there from the beginning, making sure we're never lost and we won't face a dark, starless sky. We promise to shine brighter than ever in return.
          
          As we continue exploring this vast galaxy and flipping through the chapters, we'll cherish each and every one of you, and our only wish is for our TALA to keep on looking after us. KBNT is excited to share new music and stories in our future activities with TALA, whose love makes everything we do meaningful and bright.
          
          TALA inspires us to dream higher and reach for the stars, and we couldn't be more grateful for your support and dedication. Thank you for radiating warmth and twinkling endless possibilities that could be seen from outer space.
          
          Always, 
          
          Bagong mundo, bagong yugto—kami ang KBNT, at kayo ang aming TALA✨️.
          

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20 chapters/letters na pala ang "anemoia" omggggg lets celebrate emz baka ma-jinx at hindi na naman matuloy ang story. pero ! mini celeb na lang siguro ? fun facts, or random thoughts about it cuz why not ?
          
          + the story concept was born when I listened on repeat to "august" by taylor swift in the pandemic lockdown. "august slipped away into a moment of time. [and] you were never mine."
          
          + i am really really inlove with this story like pls this is labeled as fanfiction in its genre haha. cuz, 1) it originally was supposed to be a *censored* fanfic back then but yeahhh I made original characters instead. and 2) for irony ? or like in the story where seb is just fan that writes about johann, and the reader doesn't know if it's fiction or his truth. i am actually thinking of translating it to english and post it in AO3 but i'm not sure what fandom to use hahaha
          
          + they are now inspired by various artists hahshshha. well, first of all their names; i got it from a mapeh-music jhs book. jean-jacques rousseau and johann sebastian bach. nag-mix and match lang chz.
          
          + for kpop ! johann is mainly inspired by jay from enha. like more than 50%. the rest, ninakaw at pinagtagpi-tagping vibes and inspo from juyeon, taehyung, anton, san, soobin, yeonjun, wonwoo etc. so if u see a reference, iykyk things, then it's most probably from that.
          
          + while seb's voice is like nwjns hanni and jungkook, his face, uhm, it's like minji if she's a boy, i guess. may mga kinuha rin kay jungwon.
          
          for now, itu lang siguro muna haha. di ko alam ilang letters pa, ilang chapters pa but we're halfway there YATA hehe
          
          p.s; shet tagal ko na huling nag-post here sa announcementz hahahaha more than 3 years agoooo but yay ! more exciting newsz soon SANA

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June 13 na?!
          
          Sabi ko dati sa sarili ko, isang buwan lang akong magpapahinga muna sa pagsulat ng TLOZM. Pero dalawang buwan na pala ang lumipas!! Wala pang bagong update. Sa ngayon, under revision muna ang lahat ng chapters na naka-post. Hindi kasi matatahimik ang kaluluwa ko kapag hindi ko naiba ang point of view narration. Pasensya na kung nagno-notif ang paulit-ulit na "publish changes", magulo talaga aq ahahaha. Thanks sa mga nag-add sa kanilang library ng story ni Zoelle <<<3

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"One of the reasons I wanted to die is because I want them to hear me," he said. "They're ignoring me and won't spend a time to talk with me, that I came up thinking, maybe, when I die, they will realize."
          
          At ang paglayas ang naman ang naging paraan ni Three para malaman ng mga magulang namin na desidido siya sa gusto niyang gawin.
          
          Sumikip ang dibdib ko. Hindi napawi ang bigat hanggang makarating ako sa kwarto ko. Pagkasarado ko ng pinto, napahawak ako sa kinaroroonan ng puso ko.
          
          'Yong sinabi ni Six. . . para akong tinamaan nang malakas.
          
          Episode 20: Four O' Clock of #TheLifeOfZoelleMori is now published!
          
          Hindi naman siguro obvious na inspired ang chapter na ito sa mga pinapakinggan ko sa youtube na 4 O'Clock na edits, 'no? Lol wahaha <3

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Kinagat ko ang pang-ibabang labi. Paano ko ba 'to sasabihin? Hindi naman pwedeng bigla ko na lang sa kanyang hingiin ang diary. Masyadong halata.
          
          Nagulat ako nang umalis siya sa ilalim ng kumot niya. Tumayo siya mula sa kama.
          
          Kumunot ang noo ko. "Ten---"
          
          Tumungo siya sa isang cabinet niya. Binuksan niya ito at laman n'on ay patong ng mga notebooks.
          
          Mukhang hindi na ako pinahirapan ng tadhana. Pinakita na agad sa akin ang hinahanap ko.
          
          
          
          Episode 19: Not Missing of #TheLifeOfZoelleMori is now up!
          
          Tagal ko ring hindi nakapag-update jusko. But yey! Next na ang Episode 20 at halos nangangalahati na tayo sa story (≧▽≦)

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"Kailan po ba huling naging masaya at sama-sama rito sa mansion?"
          
          Napatingin siya sa akin, tila hindi handa sa biglang tanong ko.
          
          "Gusto ko lang po sanang malaman," dahilan ko pa. "Pansin ko po kasi, hindi talaga kami magkakalapit ng loob. Kung kailan po naging buo ang pamilya namin."
          
          Napatigil siya at mukhang may inaalala.
          
          "Kailan nga ba?"
          
          Episode 18: Dig The Truth of #TheLifeOfZoelleMori is now up!
          
          RUSH UPDATE WAHAHHAHA

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"Alam mo, matalino ka nga, pero hindi ka naman marunong umintindi," anang Two. "The fact na merong privileged at merong hindi, proves na may unfairness talaga sa parents natin."
          
          Tinaasan lang siya ng kilay ni One.
          
          "Maybe you should stop pointing fingers and know what's the real problem. That's what smart people do."
          
          Episode 17: The Victim Card of #TheLifeOfZoelleMori is now published!

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"Wala ka talagang kwenta," ang huling sinabi niya bago layasan kaming lahat at padabog na umakyat sa taas.
          
          Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko sa nangyari. Tumingin ako sa mga kapatid ko na wala ring masabi, maging si Mama na nakaupo lang at nakayuko. Ibinalik ko ang tingin sa likod ni Papa nang muli siyang magsalita.
          
          Episode 16: I Am Not Your Son of #TheLifeOfZoelleMori is now up!