Don't you love it when you read all these teen loves stories, bug then you feel sad afterwords because you don't have know one. Well that how I feel because I a girl that once you get hurt the first time you don't let anything or anyone come in your heart. I am just scared I once was in love with this boy named Gage McVay. He made me forget about the one thing that I couldn't get off my mind for about a year, and that was the loss of my grandpa. And when he passed away I started to cut and just kept away from everyone. But that all changed when I found my true love,but I guess he didn't feel te same because after he told me he "loved me" I believed him because I felt te same way. But nope he just used me. And I thought I had a new beginning but I guess not because the person I love doesn't love me back . I cryed for days and didn't eat of sleep and then I started to cut again, but it never took the true pain away.
But I thought everything changed between me and him. We went to the fair and he held my had and said he loved me. But this time I wasent g