Guys I'm so sorry, I'm messed up and i just don't know anymore. I probably,most likely won't answer anyone. You can try if you want, for all means, just show that you still care about me. I just don't to deal with all of this, I miss her but no one is trying to help no matter how many times i ask. Well now that i annoyed you guys with my problems, i will go back to reading, and leave you alone probably for once and maybe forever..idk yet