// hey guys, a little bit of a serious announcement now:
a few hours ago i posted on my admin that i was feeling VERY insecure about my body, but some of y'all gave me some good vibes and advice, and to those who did, thank you very much; i appreciate it greatly. even though the positivity helped a bit, i'm still insecure. yeah, i know, it's not gonna go away in a matter of hours, and that sucks. but lately, i don't really think i've been feeling like myself. i've become a much worse student work ethic wise, i've started crying more often, and i haven't really been eating that much. i've lost flare for roleplays on all but three accounts, and i feel that i've become much more of a negative person. now as tomorrow is my birthday, i will be spending most of my day with my family, so i won't be as active. plus, over these next few weekends and weeks (when summer break finally rolls around), i'll be trying to find myself again. my activity might decrease, or it might stay the same, as i love to talk to my friends each day.
please know that i'm not doing this for attention; i just want you guys to know how i'm feeling and let you know that my activity might decrease. i know i should probably be in higher spirits because tomorrow's my birthday, and i'm incredibly excited for that, but my feelings towards basically everything else in life is quite negative. and not only will my activity decrease because of all this, but because i want to be outside as much as i can, whether it be on a solo bike ride or just hanging out with my neighbors and watching their kids while our dogs go wildin.
if you read all of this, from the bottom of my heart, thank you. here's a gold star; have a good day / night wherever you are you beautiful humans. ❤
with love,
liv