hi,
it's been long.
and maybe this is how shit works.

I wrote a lot about heartbreaks
and now when I think of it
it was so much easier to be the heartbroken one than the one who carries the burden of breaking someone.

now,
I will wait for another heartbreak
till then, 
I will keep trying,
till it mends me,
till I mend myself,
till I mend someone,
but for now,
I'll just stay put,
and write.