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[VENT]
I just want someone to look at me and see someone special in me.
Not someone that would spend time with me for five fucking years to then tell me we weren't best friends at all.
I just want my twin to stop qualifying me as the "forgotten one", because I know I'm not any special, I don't get good grades and I prefer being alone. But I don't want people to be thinking that I'm a good for nothing loner.
I always listen to people vent, and, somehow, whenever I comfort them, they thank me and it makes me feel special and wanted and helpful.
People treat me differently.
Please, I'm a normal child.