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just watched the eurovision semi finals (part 1) and i am sick to my stomach
          I WAS SOBBING CRYING THROWING UP,,,
          san marino?? instead??? of?? CROATIA??? 
          i have no words. i had made this whole list with my mum of who should go to the finale (poland, slovenia (not our first pick, but big change they’d get in), estonia, ukraine, sweden, belgium (hoping but not sure), albania, the netherlands (us!!), croatia, cyprus (purely because we weren’t at 10 yet, i didn’t particularly need them to be in either category). me personally, i loved portugal as well, but i had low hopes, because it just wasn’t a ‘eurovision song’)
          BUT THESE. BITCHES.
          decided that iceland (yay, they deserved it, plus we had 2 spots that could be switched around), NORWAY (cool song, but not my thing. also, not something i’d pick for eurovision), portugal (like i said, loved it, and i had another spot for them to take) AND SAN MARINO (FUCK YOU ALL (i’m sorry, i’m not handling the loss of croatia well) Cornald agreed with me, and he’s always right /j) should go to the finale
          
          i need to calm down, i have never watched the semi finals before, because this is how i knew i’d react (anxiety and autism yay)
          i knew i’d get stressed about not being able to know everything at once, and i knew i’d get annoyed at good (in my opinion ofc) songs being voted out. if i don’t watch the semi finals, i don’t know who didn’t get to go to the finals and i wouldn’t feel like it’s not fair — strong sense of justice, even if i’m not right
          
          TL;DR: fuck you, mum, for making me watch the semi finals (i wanted to, she didn’t force me to, but it’ll make me feel better for breaking down and crying and laughing at the same time)

hewo

trying to read on my phone while laying down is so humbling, 'cause i will take off my glasses but then i'll need to size up the letters SO BIG

the fact that on wattpad everything except for my WTM fic is like 0 reads....
          (im not crying, u're crying)

genuinely tweaking rn

i'm such a quoteable person (i write fanfiction and i plan out every conversation i will ever have)

i love gay people

announcing things on tumblr<333 (i loooove tumblr)

why does wattpad keep changing my formatting??????

i deleted the 'introduction' chapter because i hated it and decided i could introduce you to the accounts in another way. i also took away percy's checkmark from previous chapters (really only the last), because it didnt make sense for him to be verified immediately
          ^ this was from ao3 notes, i will be updating the past few chapters whenever i have time (/feel like it) to be written out, since i prefer that