silent-emo-rainbow
To the few people who still check this page. I know i havent updated. I dont feel like my poems are worth being put to paper. I don't feel like writing anymore. I delete anything i begin to type. I cant put my feelings into words. I had a bout of suicidal thoughts that had me put in a ward. That whole week i spoke to a therapist twice. It didnt help. My actual therapist doesn't help. I have been disowned by family. Ive made mistakes and had someone i care about attempt. Idk how thos will go but i dont want to live. As such I will likely stop updating. If anyone wants my account let me know. Take the poems. Use them for whatever. They're not good
